Peradventure; or, The Silence of GodKeable, Robert
Religion
Peradventure; or, The Silence of God
Keable, Robert
Church of England -- Fiction; Religion -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
The men were already settling down. They met at breakfast, and
thereafter Tressor departed to his study and was no more seen till
lunch. Manning and Paul, however, gaily wasted half a morning. They
smoked a pipe in the gardens, and picked up the newspapers in the
lounge hall on their way to work afterwards, Paul usually reading or
glancing through anything he had done the day before. In the
afternoon, they rode or motored or walked, found tea waiting them on
their return, and separated for a couple of hours' more serious going
before the dressing bell. In the evening things seemed to fall out
with easy content, though Tressor would withdraw to his study again as
often as not. It was all rather leisured and easy. Expressed in
colour, Paul thought of Claxted as having none; of Thurloe End as black
and white and scarlet; of Fordham as blue and old gold within and brown
and green without.
As for duties, as yet he had none worth the mention. Old Mrs. Bird,
the housekeeper, and he, already loved each other. It was obvious that
she proposed to take charge of him. Rider, who combined the functions
of valet and butler and chauffeur, had instructions to take Paul over
when Tressor was away, and seemed gravely imperturbed. Timothy, the
head gardener and an institution, appeared actually prepared to teach
him a little; and as for the gamekeeper, who lived at the lodge, he
talked dogs and horses with Manning by the hour, and accepted Paul
because he could listen with grave attention. In a word, the
establishment was plainly ready to accept him, and he was, as he should
have been, profoundly grateful.
It was thus, then, after a morning stroll, while Manning was
perfunctorily looking through _The Times_, that Paul broached the
agnosticism of Ursula. The ladies had dined at the Manor the previous
evening, and she had sung. Paul had had no conversation out of the
ordinary with her, and yet once again the strength of her personality
had impressed him. So now, as he stood by the carved and decorated
mantelpiece and looked out through the open window to the sunny garden,
sniffing the fragrant scent of herbs and box that wafted in, the girl
was vividly in his mind. "Arnold," he said.
"Yes? What's up now?"
"I say, I like your cousin."
Manning folded the paper carelessly and tossed it aside, feeling for
his tobacco pouch. "I'm sure I'm very pleased," he said.
"Don't rag. She worries me."
"I thought you said you liked her."
"So I do, but it is exactly that that worries me. She's an atheist."
"True. It runs in the family in this generation. A reaction perhaps.
Her father was a churchwarden, and her mother likes the vicar to call
once a month."
Paul shifted uneasily. "It isn't a subject for joking to me," he said.
"You know that, very well you know it. I may be in difficulties, but I
believe in God with all my heart."
Manning leaned back easily in his chair and lit his pipe. "You think
you do," he said, between the puffs.
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