Peradventure; or, The Silence of GodKeable, Robert
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Peradventure; or, The Silence of God
Keable, Robert
Church of England -- Fiction; Religion -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
"Why, then, the rose is still red to-day as it was yesterday, and still
sweet, sweet in its life and sweet in its death. And a new one is on
the way. Who are you to talk about God Whom you do not and cannot
understand? Talk about the things that you see, that is your business.
Smell the scent of the rose, pick it, love it, worship it. Are you
mad?"
"God is silent," he reiterated sullenly.
"You see," she flashed instantly back.
"But the mind matters. It's the first principle of philosophy. You
can't get away from that."
She stopped and lay a hand upon his arm. "Listen," she said in a new
voice. A lark was singing somewhere in the far blue empyrean. "Look,"
she said. The wide open country of field and coppice and lane lay
spread before them. And so they stood awhile.
"Paul," she went on presently, "it's too lovely for you and me to
spoil. Let the priest and the philosopher go their own ways. It's
their vocation; perhaps they must, poor souls. Meanwhile, the beauty
of the world is beyond argument. God!" (She spoke softly and rather
wonderingly.) "God! Oh, I know nothing of God. Perhaps He is not,
perhaps He is. The God they talk about, anyway, is not here. But the
earth is here, light and colour are here, beauty is here, and beauty is
enough for you to sing and for me to paint, all our days."
Paul looked about him with eyes that had grown wider with a new
amazement as she spoke. "Oh," he said as softly as she, "I see, I see."
"I knew you would," she said, and dropped her hand.
"But why did I never see it before?" he asked softly.
She shrugged her shoulders, smiling at him. "Let's go," she said.
They walked down to Steyning by the steep path that drops over the hill
and skirts the big bosom of the Down. Paul plucked sprays of leaves,
laughed, swung his stick, sang. She laughed back at him. "Madcap,"
she said.
"Oh, I know. I'm mad. No, I'm not. But I have been mad, you know.
But, I say, you must teach me more. We must talk about this. Will
you?"
"Yes. But you don't need teaching, you know. You're a poet. You'll
teach."
"I know what I am," he cried, stopping suddenly, "I know what I am!"
"What?" she queried, amused.
"I'm the blind beggar-man. 'One thing I know: once I was blind, but
now I see.' Remember?"
She nodded at him, sensing something of the old evangelical years in
his quotation.
"Oh, it's wonderful! Heavens, what a poem! No: I'll write a play
about it. You see it, don't you? How was he made to see, eh, how?"
She laughed outright. "There you are! I don't know. How?"
"Why, clay touched his eyes, common clay--and he saw! You understand:
it was just common clay that he had been walking upon, blind as a bat,
for all his days. And he saw!"
She saw the parable, grave all at once. "Paul," she said, "I told you
a moment ago that you would teach."
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