Peradventure; or, The Silence of GodKeable, Robert
Religion
Peradventure; or, The Silence of God
Keable, Robert
Church of England -- Fiction; Religion -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
"Oh," cried Paul, "I can't believe it, you know, I can't believe it!
We four, here, and I the author of a play that--that (I know it's
conceited, but I can't help it) that perhaps half London will be
talking about in a week!"
His little gesture took them all in: Arnold opposite, consuming trifle;
Ursula on his left, tall, dark, leaning back in her chair, playing with
a spoon, smiling; Muriel on his right, keen-faced, upright, fair; the
bare table littered with pleasant things of glass and silver;
dishes--the white débris of chicken, the shattered orange of a jelly;
the shadowed spaces of the studio about them; the blue curtains; the
faded Persian rug; easel; worn, easy chairs; model's throne; a shelf in
the corner gleaming with the hammered copper of Ursula's collection of
antique Arab coffee-pots and bowls; a standard lamp shaded with blue
and old gold; a bookcase with its owner's carefully selected volumes,
among which were a couple now bearing his name. And the three looked
at him and read his face for a second or two in silence. They all knew
what he meant. It was rather wonderful when one considered the Paul
Kestern of Lambeth Court.
Muriel Lister broke the little silence. "It's like you not to believe
it yet," she said.
Paul studied her and grew puzzled. "Why do you say that?" he asked.
She threw a glance at Ursula. The two were great friends and confided
in each other. Then she laughed. "You're still a bit blind, you
know," she retorted.
"Why?" queried Paul. "I don't see."
"Exactly," nodded the other. "But come on, let's talk."
Paul chose the big footstool, which, in the studio, had come to be
regarded as his special right. Arnold sprawled on a couch. Muriel
Lister sat on a chair by Paul. Ursula had a pile of cushions in the
corner between Arnold and the fire, and said little as was her wont.
"You've got to preach that new religion of yours," went on Muriel when
they were settled. "I hope you realise that."
Paul frowned. He liked Miss Lister, but not especially her rather
parsonic manner. "I don't know that I can," he said.
"You must. Why shouldn't you?"
"I'm not sure that I see it like that myself yet."
"Surely you do. Don't you see it's just what the world is waiting for?
Men and women have outgrown that old pious talk of a god that is no
more than a glorified human being, and especially they've outgrown all
those grave-clothes the Greek philosophers and Eastern gnostics wound
about the figure of the prophet of Nazareth in order to present to the
world a conception, a Jesus of the Nicene Creed. But somehow there was
no way out. We all speculated as to the personality of God, except a
few, who were agnostics, but you get nowhere with negations."
"I know," said Paul gravely. "That God of theirs is asleep. The
oracle is silent. I know."
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