Peradventure; or, The Silence of GodKeable, Robert
Religion
Peradventure; or, The Silence of God
Keable, Robert
Church of England -- Fiction; Religion -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
It is odd how moments of understanding come in life, not to be hurried,
not to be gainsaid. Paul Kestern had travelled with these two for some
days now with all their opportunities of intimacy, and in her own flat
he had seen Ursula Manning robed for the evening or making a belated
breakfast even more revealingly dressed than now. He might, so to
speak, have known himself in love with her fifty times. But not till
this minute did his hand clutch with a sudden nervousness at the
nearest thing about him (which happened to be the curtain), and his
breath catch in his throat. Not till this minute did she seem to him
utterly desirable for himself alone, and--for that is the deviltry of
love--so supremely lovely that she must be unattainable. Or all but
unattainable. Men dare great adventures with a kind of godlike
effrontery. But in nothing are they more godlike that when, realising
the awe and majesty of love, they conceive deliberately that they may
win to it.
Would they, though, if, more often than not, the woman did not divine
their thought and hold out the sceptre from her throne? That, at any
rate, is another deviltry.
So Ursula. "Hullo, Paul," she said, very unconcerned, her eyes resting
softly on him, "what's up? Ship on fire?"
"No," stammered Paul, "I say, are you awake? That is, I mean--well, of
course, I see you are! I say, come on deck. The sunrise is too
heavenly for words."
"It's also hot," said Muriel, sitting up in her bunk and leaning over
to look at Ursula. "Hullo! Good-morning. You reading?"
Paul looked at Muriel. She, too, wore a thin silk nightdress, but at
the sight of her he recovered his assurance. "Well, do come up, both
of you," he said. "It's far too good to miss."
Ursula closed her book and drew her knees up, preparatory to getting
out of the bunk. "Coming," she said. "Paul, tell the steward we'll
have tea on deck."
He departed on his errand, humming to himself with sudden elation. In
the passage he ran into Major Jardine. On such occasions heretofore as
a fourth person had been demanded of necessity, Jardine had filled that
position, and had seemed increasingly to relish it. He was in the
King's African Rifles, returning from leave to his companies in
Zanzibar. He grinned at Paul, but with a certain gloom born of the
tropics and the hour.
"Morning," he said. "You're devilish early and musical, Kestern."
Paul laughed. "Come and see the sunrise, Major," he said. "It'll
cheer you up. We're having tea on deck."
Then the other visibly brightened. "Good," he cried with alacrity.
"I'll tub later. Shan't be a jiffy." And he disappeared into his
cabin to get rid of his impedimenta.
On the boat-deck, then, the four gathered. Muriel dispensed tea,
assisted by the Major, and lit cigarettes. Ursula and Paul drew a
little apart. She leant a hand on the davits of one of the boats, and
Paul stood back a little by her side.
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