Peradventure; or, The Silence of GodKeable, Robert
Religion
Peradventure; or, The Silence of God
Keable, Robert
Church of England -- Fiction; Religion -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
Ursula laughed a little again. "Poor old Paul," she said. "Look here,
dear, the girl gave us the best she had to give, and what she gave had
real beauty. Isn't that enough for you and me?"
He made no answer, and they walked a little further in silence. Then
her hand on his arm tightened. "Doesn't the blind beggar see?" she
queried, smiling up at him in the dark.
"I'm not quite sure, Ursula," he said.
"There is clay that has not touched his eyes then," she replied gently.
Paul caught her hand. A glimmer of her meaning danced before him, but
as a whole it still eluded him as yet. It eluded him, but there was
something in her voice that made his blood run swift and hot as it had
but just now in the _café chantant_. "Ursula, darling," he whispered.
She checked him. "You see, Paul," she said gently, "you were angry not
because she was probably half a slave, or ill-treated, or ignorant, or
as like as not solely out for your money. You didn't think of those
things. No, you were angry because she was naked. _That_ was beastly,
immoral--that being what she was she gloried in her body and her grace.
Well, it was not beastly to me, especially in her. What else had she
to glory in? Why should she not have gloried in her body? Is a
beautiful body beastly? She danced natural passion--is natural passion
immoral? I cannot follow your theology. She was lovely and she gave
us her best, and--well, I was glad to be able to thank her for it."
Paul's grip tightened on her hand. "Why, Ursula," he said huskily, "it
was I who was beastly, priggish----"
She shrugged her shoulders. Then she laughed lightly. "Let that
pass," she said. "Will you wear your flower now?"
"Give it me," cried Paul.
She peered up at him. Then she loosened her hand and took the bloom
from her dress. "Here it is," she said, presenting it.
He held it in his fingers a moment or two, studying its fresh
loveliness in the dim starlight. Its faint scent came to his nostrils.
She stood smiling and looking at him.
He looked up suddenly. "May I drop it in the sea as we row back?" he
asked.
She read in his eyes what he meant, and if he had not been quite so
blind and stupid and seeming rich he would have read in hers that the
gate of Paradise stood open before him, as she had said to Muriel. But
she saw that he had not read that yet, and if she was not quite
content, she was at least very wise. "Because the sea is cool and
lovely?" she asked.
"And forgiving," he said.
She nodded, understanding.
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