Peradventure; or, The Silence of GodKeable, Robert
Religion
Peradventure; or, The Silence of God
Keable, Robert
Church of England -- Fiction; Religion -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
"Tressor reads about Christ, but my father knows Him. He is more real
to my father, Manning, than I am."
The curious look died out of Manning's face, but an affectionate ring
crept into his voice. "Lord, Paul, you're a rum ass, you know," he
said, "but you are rather an interesting one."
Paul was due at Dick Hartley's for tea, and as soon as they had landed,
he rushed round to his friend. It was odd, he thought as he went, how
one suddenly saw things, by some curious indefinable process, which one
had known, one thought, for years. After all, he had preached on the
Blind Beggar in St. John's Gospel a score of times one way and another,
yet he had never really understood it until this afternoon. He had
"known" Christ ever since he could well remember, but somehow it was
the Christ of the printed page that he had known. Alive to-day, yes,
but not alive in such a way that His living actually solved
intellectual doubts. To Paul, the Cambridge streets had suddenly
become the streets of a New Jerusalem. From old gables to modern
shop-fronts, they had all at once become intimate and tender. He
thought, even as he ran, that just as he had come to dwell tenderly on
a mental image of Edward Street because Edith lived, moved, and had
association there, so now the whole world was transfigured before him.
Christ moved in it, and he knew Christ.
He rattled up the wooden stairs to his friend's room and burst in
almost without knocking. Dick was reading in an arm-chair and a kettle
hissed on the hob. He looked up from his book.
"Heavens! What's the matter?" he asked, smiling.
Paul slowed down, shut the door, and came over to the fire, his face
shining. "I say, Dick," he said, "do you realise what it means that we
know Christ?"
The older man stared, as well he might have done. Then a rather
envious expression crept into his face. Wistfulness was scarcely what
one thought of in connection with matter-of-fact, athletic,
sober-minded Dick Hartley, but it was there at that moment.
"Ah," he said shortly, and was silent.
"Of course I thought I did," poured out Paul excitedly, walking up and
down, "but I begin to think I never have till this afternoon. I see,
now, what's the matter with Tressor and Manning and all the rest of
them. They think Christ is a story out of a book, Dick. Even I" (all
innocent of self-righteous priggishness was Paul), "even I thought of
Him only as emotionally alive, so to speak. But He lives, Dick, He
lives! We know Him! We aren't worried by criticism or any of their
intellectual doubts, because we know Him. Don't you see?"
Dick closed Harnack's _Acts of the Apostles_ and put it on one side.
"You have a great gift of faith, Paul," he said.
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