Peradventure; or, The Silence of GodKeable, Robert
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Peradventure; or, The Silence of God
Keable, Robert
Church of England -- Fiction; Religion -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
"Faith! It isn't faith! It's sight, I tell you. Why, man, look here,
if Manning were to come gravely to my room to-night and argue that you
were a myth, what the blazes do you think I should say? I should laugh
in his face! 'Why, I had tea with him this afternoon,' I should say!
And it's the same with Jesus. Dick"--the eager voice hushed a
little--"we're having tea with _Him_ this afternoon."
Hartley did not laugh. He half glanced round. "Can one act on that
altogether?" he queried.
Paul flung out his hand with an eager gesture. "Why not?" he cried.
"One should act on it absolutely I think."
Hartley spoke slowly. "Well, but would Christ stay here, read Harnack,
take in a newspaper" (his eyes roved the room), "row, get new
window-curtains, and--and fall in love?" His gaze rested on a portrait
on the mantelpiece.
Paul's hand fell to his side. He, too, glanced round the simple,
commonplace, in the opinion of most people severely plain room. Then
he dropped into a chair. "You must ask Him," he said slowly.
"Suppose I have?"
"Then you must do what He says."
Dick was altogether more slow, more solid, than Paul. He began to make
tea. "It's odd," he said, busy over the cups, "but I'm not sure that I
know."
"Ah," said Paul, still triumphant and impetuous, "I asked you if you
really knew Him, Dick."
(3)
In Hursley Woods that vacation, Paul explained it all to Edith. They
were seated side by side on a fallen log, and all around them the fresh
blue of the wild hyacinths was unstained as Paradise. They lit the
dull day with a radiance of their own. Brown and green and grey blent
about them and faded into distance, and he held her hand. The two had
just kissed with a solemn virginal innocence. They were glad, but not
gay. Francis of Assisi would have wondered at them, had he been there.
As it was one of his brethren, a big blackbird with a bright enquiring
eye, emphatically did so. It probably struck him that these restrained
humans were out of place in such a vivid, tingling, riotous life as
that of a wood in spring. He hopped off to look for a worm.
Paul renewed the conversation that the kissing had interrupted. "You
see, Edith, dear," he said, "it's so illogical to believe one thing and
act another. What are the realities of life? God, and a lost world,
and Christ our Saviour. What does anything matter beside them? Both
Dick and I feel that everything--_everything_--ought to be surrendered
to Him. Even things good in themselves must go down before the awful
necessity of preaching the Gospel. Mind you, I don't speak of learning
quite as I did. I see, for example, that if I get a first in my
History, it will be of use in the Church. But all the rest--do you
see?"
She nodded slowly. "Yes, in a way," she said.
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