Peradventure; or, The Silence of GodKeable, Robert
Religion
Peradventure; or, The Silence of God
Keable, Robert
Church of England -- Fiction; Religion -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
That night, too, as if the odd development of life wished to make a
secret jest of it, Edith Thornton made her great resolve. She put on
her coat and hat, made an excuse about some Christmas shopping, and
went out into the foggy air. The shop-fronts were gay and tempting,
but she had no eyes for them to-night. Edward Street was full of
hurrying foot passengers, intent on their own business, but cheerful
with the good-will of the season when they blundered into each other or
dropped their parcels. She steered through them scarcely aware that
they were there. Her own eyes, if any had looked into them, would have
revealed a tension of spirit and a high purpose which accounted for all
that. Deep down in her, unreasoning and unreasonably, she knew that
she was about no light adventure. Yet it was all so absurdly simple
and commonplace.
In Wellington Road the stripped trees dripped gloomily in the dark.
Little sharp pats of falling moisture were distinctly audible on the
carpet of dead leaves that strewed the long old-fashioned gardens on
either side. This street, but little used, was almost deserted, and
the lamps gleamed at rare intervals. Edith lived, as it were, from
lamp-post to lamp-post. She bade her unwilling feet reach that next
one, and that next, and that next; and so she passed.
Within St. Patrick's Roman Catholic Church lights shone gaily. The
building, of no great size, laid no claim to architectural glory and
harboured no air of mystery or double-dealing. But Edith's heart beat
fiercely as she went up the path. In the porch, she stared at the
untidy notice-board stuck with black-edged funeral cards requesting
prayers for the dead, at the poster of a New Year whist drive, and at
the stoup of holy water. This Christ's Church! But even as she
looked, her simple mind swiftly adjusted values. Paul's letters, and
her own secret reading, had taught her to do so. She understood how
one might, for example, come to believe in prayers for the dead, and
how, if so, there would be nothing against printed reminders, and how,
if so, such reminders would naturally be placed in the church and
might, equally naturally, get a little dirty. Holy water too; well, it
was in the Old Testament, more or less, and its saving logic adumbrated
in the New. But the whist drive was a stickler. Would the Apostles
have tolerated cards? ... But she would go through with her visit of
enquiry now.
She pushed open the door and looked in. Then, with a quick little
gesture, entered, and let it swing to behind her. And there she stood,
looking curiously round the place, with that unreasoning fear taking
ever more steadily possession of her heart.
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