“You don’t have to look far in Genoa,” said Ida, giving him a cordial
smile and handshake to cover Ora’s chilling welcome. “If the whole town
turns out for what it calls exercise, each quarter seems to keep to
itself. We see the same faces every day.”
Valdobia fell into step beside Ida, who at once began to chatter
questions about their common acquaintance in Rome. She grinned mentally
as she rattled off titles, recalling the wiry little figure of her
mother at the wash-tub, and her father with his “muck”-spattered
overalls and blue dinner pail; but Valdobia, too accustomed to titles
to note whether Americans were lavish in their use or not, replied
naturally and refrained from glancing at the woman who had given his
self-centred ego the profoundest shock it had ever received. He was
now thirty-eight. In his early manhood he had loved with the facility
and brevity of his race. Then for six years, after his return to Rome,
he had been the lover of a brilliant and subtle woman ten years older
than himself, who, for a short time, inspired in him the belief that
at last he had entered the equatorial region of the _grande passion_.
This passed off, and she became a habit, which lasted until, with
the decline of her beauty, she lost much of her finesse, as well as
her control over both temper and complexion. It had taken him a year
or more to regain his liberty, and when he did, after scenes that
he fain would dismiss from his memory, he determined to keep it. His
long experience with a woman of many characteristics and one or two
noble qualities, before she gossipped and inflamed them to death, had
thoroughly disillusioned him, and since his release his gallantries
had been lighter than in his youth. When he first met Ora Blake he was
attracted merely by her cold fairness, redeemed from classic severity
by her brilliant seeing eyes, which so often sparkled with humour, and
amused at her naïve and girlish attitude of happiness in temporary
freedom; so successfully practised by herself and Ida. He had supposed
her to be little more than twenty, and had wondered if her husband
were even busier than the average American, to let her run away so
soon. When she told him she was twenty-seven, and had been married
seven years, he found himself speculating on the temperament of a woman
whom time and life had left untouched. Shortly after, he received a
biographical sketch of her from Mrs. O’Neil, also of Butte, who was
wintering in Rome and entertaining such of the aristocracy as she met
at her Embassy. It was some time since his thoughts had dwelt upon
any woman when alone, and when he found himself sitting by his window
in the evening dreaming over his cigar instead of amusing himself in
the varied life of Rome after his habit, he was at first amused, then
angry, finally apprehensive. He had no desire for another period of
torment, followed by the successive stages that finished in impatience
and satiety.
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