“Oh, plenty of shooting, if you mean that; and mixing-up. But people
don’t stay jealous long enough to get real tragic about it; they just
get a divorce. We’ve improved on daggers and poisoned bowls and rings,
and the rest of it. Good old Butte!”
They all dined at the Bristol that night, and soon after nine o’clock
had the smoking-room to themselves. Ida, indeed, carried Mowbray off
into the reading-room. Ora sighed as she found herself alone with the
handsome distinguished Roman of the type that even in minor exponents
so often compelled her response. Why didn’t she love him? He was
proving himself the ideal companion. There was apparently no question
to which he had not given some thought, and he knew far more about the
subjects that appealed to her than she did herself. They discussed
the ever-fascinating sexual problems impersonally, delicately, and
exhaustively, a feat in itself, an experience Ora never had enjoyed
before; for while it drew them together it apparently neither disturbed
Valdobia nor altered his attitude toward her. His analyses of politics
and of the fashionable authors of the day were the acutest she had
heard or read, and he enlarged her knowledge of the world by his
anecdotes of life in the different capitals of Europe that he knew so
well. He could be personal without egotism, and his sense of humour was
keener than her own. While he treated her ideas and criticisms with
deference he forced her to look up to him and to feel only pleasure in
his masterful mind and great experience.
Tonight he made her talk about herself; and, artfully beating about her
life’s most significant chapter, she expressed herself with a freedom
and veracity which she found another novel and fascinating experience;
her confidences to Ida were superficial and sporadic. She could feel
his sympathy and understanding flow toward her, although he uttered
no sentimental platitudes, and let only his eyes express a little
of what he felt. But for the hour she glowed with a sense of utter
companionship, her mind was stimulated to the pitch of excitement; she
caught herself wishing that they could have these long intimate talks
for the rest of their lives, and that he would sometimes hold her hand
to complete the sense of perfect understanding.
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