Ora was too indifferent to the world to care to weave this gossamer
bridge, and had grown accustomed to mental solitude. But she had
never placed any curb on her imagination. In the days when her only
solace was books it enabled her to visualise the _mise-en-scène_ of
the remote or immediate past, the procession of the traveller, or the
abstractions of science; as if she were in one of those theatres
where the great modern manager threatens to atrophy what imagination
is left in the world. It even enabled her to enjoy fiction whose scene
was a land of which she had no personal knowledge; a rare gift in the
American, whose demand for familiar settings and characters keeps our
literature commonplace. And she could at will shut her eyes and wander
in Europe when Butte became insufferable.
Her surrender to the obsession of Gregory Compton had been gradual;
she had fought it, not only out of loyalty to her husband and her
friend, but because the future menaced terrors against which she had no
desire to pit her strength. But she had finally cast defiance to the
future, and dismissed her phantom loyalty with a shrug. Mark no doubt
had consoled himself for her defection long since; to Ida a husband
was a money-maker pure and simple. She herself would never see Gregory
Compton again if she could avoid it; or, if life took her inevitably
back to Butte, no doubt her infatuation would have been cured by mental
satiety, and she would be able to greet him with the indifference that
is ever the portion of the discarded lover.
Having arrived at this reasonable conclusion, she had dismissed
cynicism, cowardice, and qualms, to limbo, and entered upon one of
those exalting, tormenting, incredibly sweet, and profoundly depressing
mental love affairs, which, lacking the element of comedy inevitable in
all actual relations between men and women, obsess the mind and detach
it from life.
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