Once more Ora wished that she had gone to work when she found herself
penniless after her father’s death. She would have developed normally,
and it was unthinkable that in the little world of Butte she would not
have met Gregory Compton while he was free. Then not only would she be
happy today but know nothing of those abysmal depths in her soul which
she execrated while yielding to them and lamenting that for the time
being they were no worse. Love may be divine when all goes well, or
one is born into the cult of the martyr, but when it comes too late
to passionate natures associated with virile and accomplished minds,
it can be the very spawn of hell. Ora’s regret that she was not of the
breed of those finished wantons of history that rose to fame on the
shattered hearts of men was born of expediency. Could she have been
given her choice and Gregory Compton she would have elected to be fine
and noble, consummating the lofty dictates of her superior intellectual
endowment. Not yet had she realised that lacking a ruthless centralised
ideal, rarely allied to brilliant intellects, the souls of women even
more than those of men (who have less time and more poise) are the
playthings of Circumstance.
She became aware that her Chinaman was crossing the room, and before
she could refocus her wandering mental vision and intercept him, he had
opened the front door and admitted Professor Whalen.
XXIII
Ida had broken a dinner engagement and sat alone in her library. She
knew that Gregory had passed through Butte that day on his way from
Helena to Pony; she had seen him leave the Block where his lawyers
had their offices and jump into a waiting taxi. He was not the man to
take a cab for anything but an imminent train. She had rushed home,
but he had neither called nor telephoned. She reasoned that he would
be more than man if he were not reluctant to see her again after their
last embarrassing interview, that there was no cause for fresh doubts,
and that there was literally nothing for her to do at present but
continue to play her waiting game. But she felt both sad and nervous,
and wondered if it were in her to despair, to “cut and run” like
other women; or whether it might not be wise to absent herself for a
time. Gregory was the sort of man to appreciate delicacy, and after
an absence of two months they would meet quite naturally. She could
visit Yellowstone and Glacier Park, and send him pleasant impersonal
postcards.
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