There was something pathetic, altogether, thought Ora, in the bright
eagerness with which even the wealthy class made the most of their
little all. They were so proud of Columbia Gardens, a happy-go-lucky
jumble of architectures and a few young trees, a fine conservatory and
obese pansies on green checkers of lawn; they patronised its Casino so
conscientiously on Friday nights when the weather would permit. During
the winter, they skated on their shingled puddle down on The Flat as
merrily and thankfully as though it were the West End of London or
one of the beautiful lakes in one of the beautiful German “gartens.”
They motored about the hideous environs, and hung out of the car to
emphasise their rapture at the lonely tree or patch of timid verdure;
they entertained royally in their little Club House, out in another
desolate waste, or played golf without envy or malice. In short they
resolutely made the most of Butte when they were in it; they patted
Butte and themselves on the back daily; they loved it and they were
loyal to it and they got out of it as often as they possibly could.
“And I!” thought Ora, with a sense of panic. “I, who will probably get
away every five years or so--what am I waking up for--to what end? I
wonder!”
She walked slowly downstairs and, avoiding the little French
drawing-room, went into the library and sat down among her books.
Sash curtains of a pale canary colour shut out the rough vacant lots
and ugly dwellings above her home, and cast a mellow glow over the
brown walls and rows of calf-bound books. Judge Stratton had read
in four modern languages and two dead ones. The love of reading, of
long evenings alone in his deserted “mansion,” had been as striking
a characteristic of his many-sided ego as his contempt for moral
standards. Ora, who had grown into a slow but fairly thorough knowledge
of her father’s life and character, permitted her thoughts to flow
freely this afternoon and to speculate upon what her life might have
been had Judge Stratton been as upright as he was intellectually
gifted; if her mother had possessed the brains or charm to keep him
ensnared; if she herself had been left, an orphan at twenty, with the
fortune she inevitably would have inherited had her father behaved
himself--instead of finding herself penniless, ignorant of all
practical knowledge, a querulous invalid on her hands, her only suitor
the “hustling” son of her mother’s old seamstress.
Ora admitted no disloyalty to Mark as she put these questions for
the first time squarely to herself. She intended to continue to treat
him with unswerving friendship, to give him all the assistance in her
power, as long as she lived. And, as husbands went, she made no doubt
that he was one to thank her grudging providence for. But that she
would have considered him for a moment had she inherited the fortune
her father had made and dissipated was as likely as that she would have
elected to live her life in Butte.
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