For one thing she felt suddenly grateful. She knew that the mine had
been leased for a year only and without bond. If, during that time it
“panned out,” she would stipulate to mine it herself when the contract
expired.
She sat up very straight and smiled. That was what she would have
liked! If her father had but willed her this mine and capital enough to
work it alone! Her fingers fluttered as they always did when handling
ore; she had wondered before if the prospector’s fever were in her
blood. How she should have enjoyed watching the rock come up in the
buckets as the shaft sank foot by foot, until they struck the vein;
always expecting chambers of incredible richness, gold, copper, silver.
She would even learn to do the pleasant part of her own assaying; and
she suddenly experienced an intense secretive jealous love for this
mine that was hers and in which might be hidden shining blocks of
those mysterious primary deposits deep in the sulphide zone; forced up
through the veins of earth, but born how or where man could only guess.
It was a mystery that she wanted to feel close to and alone with, far
in the winding depths of her mine.
She got up and moved about impatiently. Her propensity to dream
extravagantly was beginning to alarm her, and she wished uneasily that
she could discover the gift to write and work it off. Where would
it lead her? But she would not admit for a moment that her released
imagination, pulsing with vitality, and working on whatever she fed it,
only awaited the inevitable moment when it could concentrate on the one
object for which the imagination of woman was created.
The pendulum swung back and more evenly. She told herself it was both
possible and probable that she had a good property, however short it
might fall of Butte Hill. She renewed her determination to mine it
herself, and work, work, work. Therein lay safety. The future seemed
suddenly full of alarms.
And there was Mark, his career, his demands, dictated not so
insistently by him as by herself.
Ora’s soul rose in a sudden and desperate revolt beside which her
rising aversion from unmitigated intellect was a mere megrim. She
felt herself to be her father’s daughter in all her newly-opened
aching brain-cells. He had lived his life to please himself, and if
his temptations and weaknesses might never be hers--how could she
tell?--his intense vitality survived in her veins, his imperious
spirit, his scornful independence. She glanced at the rows of
calf-bound books he had handled so often. Something of his sinister
powerful personality seemed to steal forth and encompass her, sweep
through the quickened corridors of her brain. Mark Blake was not the
man he would have chosen for his daughter. Western, Mark might be to
the core, but he was second-rate, and second-rate he would remain no
matter what his successes.
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