Perpetua. A Tale of Nimes in A.D. 213Baring-Gould, S. (Sabine)
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Perpetua. A Tale of Nimes in A.D. 213
Baring-Gould, S. (Sabine)
Nîmes (France) -- History -- Fiction
Baudillas was led along a narrow passage into a chamber in the inner part
of the house, away from the apartments for the reception of guests.
The room was warmed. It was small, and had a glazed window; that is to
say, the opening was closed by a sheet of stalagmite from one of the caves
of Larsacus, cut thin.
In this chamber, seated on an easy couch, with a roll in his hand, which
he was studying, was Marcianus. His countenance was hard and haughty.
“You!” he exclaimed, starting with surprise. “What brings you here? I
heard that you had been before the magistrate and had confessed. But, bah!
of such as you martyrs are not made. You have betrayed us and got off
clear yourself.”
“You mistake, brother,” answered Baudillas, modestly. “In one thing are
you right—I am not of the stuff out of which martyrs and confessors are
fashioned. But I betrayed no one. Not that there is any merit due to me
for that. I was in such a dire and paralyzing fright that I could not
speak.”
“How then come you here?”
“As we read that the Lord sent His angel to deliver Peter from prison, so
has it been with me.”
“You lie!” said Marcianus angrily. “No miracle was wrought for you—for
such as you who shiver and quake and lose power of speech! Bah! Come, give
me a more rational explanation of your escape.”
“My slave was the angel who delivered me.”
“So you ran away! Could not endure martyrdom, saw the crown shining, and
turned tail and used your legs. I can well believe it. Coward! Unworthy of
the name of a Christian, undeserving of the cross marked on thy brow,
unbecoming of the ministry.”
“I know that surely enough,” said Baudillas; “I am of timorous stuff, and
from childhood feared pain. But I have not denied Christ.”
“What has brought you here?” asked Marcianus curtly.
“I have come to thee for counsel.”
“The counsel I give thou wilt not take. What saith the Scripture: ‘He that
putteth his hand to the plough and turneth back is not fit for the kingdom
of God.’ Thou wast called to a glorious confession, and looked back and
ran away.”
“And thy counsel?”
“Return and surrender, and win the crown and palm. But it is waste of
breath to say such words to thee. I know thee. Wast thou subjected to
torture?”
“No, brother.”
“No; not the rack, nor the torches, nor the hooks, nor the thumbscrews.
Oh, none of these!”
“No, brother. It is true, I was scarce tried at all. Indeed, it was good
luck—God forgive me!—it was through His mercy that I was saved from
denying the faith. I was not even asked to sacrifice.”
“Well; go thy ways. I cannot advise thee.”
“Stay,” said Baudillas. “I saw in the outer prison some of the faithful,
but was in too great fear to recognize any. Who have been taken?”
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