Personal Recollections, from Early Life to Old Age, of Mary SomervilleSomerville, Mary
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Personal Recollections, from Early Life to Old Age, of Mary Somerville
Somerville, Mary
Somerville, Mary, 1780-1872; Women scientists -- Great Britain -- Biography
[The long illness and death of this young girl fell very heavily on
my mother, who by this time had lost several children. The following
letter was written by her to my grandfather on this occasion. It
shows her steadfast faith in the mercy and goodness of God, even
when crushed by almost the severest affliction which can wring a
mother's heart:--]
MRS. SOMERVILLE TO THE REV. DR. SOMERVILLE.
LONDON, _October_, 1823.
MY DEAR FATHER,
I never was so long of writing to you, but when the heart is
breaking it is impossible to find words adequate to its relief. We
are in deep affliction, for though the first violence of grief has
subsided, there has succeeded a calm sorrow not less painful, a
feeling of hopelessness in this world which only finds comfort in
the prospect of another, which longs for the consummation of all
things that we may join those who have gone before. To return to the
duties of life is irksome, even to those duties which were a delight
when the candle of the Lord shone upon us. I do not arraign the
decrees of Providence, but even in the bitterness of my soul I
acknowledge the wisdom and goodness of God, and endeavour to be
resigned to His will. It is ungrateful not to remember the many
happy years we have enjoyed, but that very remembrance renders our
present state more desolate and dreary--presenting a sad contrast.
The great source of consolation is in the mercy of God and the
virtues of those we lament; the full assurance that no good
disposition can be lost but must be brought to perfection in a
better world. Our business is to render ourselves fit for that
blessed inheritance that we may again be united to those we mourn.
Your affectionate daughter,
MARY SOMERVILLE.
* * * * *
Somerville still held his place at the army medical board, and was now
appointed physician to Chelsea Hospital; so we left our cheerful,
comfortable house and went to reside in a government house in a very
dreary and unhealthy situation, far from all our friends, which was a
serious loss to me, as I was not a good walker, and during the whole
time I lived at Chelsea I suffered from sick headaches. Still we were
very glad of the appointment, for at this time we lost almost the whole
of our fortune, through the dishonesty of a person in whom we had the
greatest confidence.
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