College stories; College students -- Fiction; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; Trinity College (University of Cambridge) -- Fiction
With this slender thread of hope Mr. Binney travelled home to Russell
Square that afternoon in sad and lonely dejection. His head still
ached after his excesses of the previous night, and his mood was so
dark that he put off the confession which he knew he should have to
make to Mrs. Higginbotham, until the next morning. As he dined in
solitary state that evening, attended by his neat and soft-footed
maids, he found himself wondering how the habits and customs of twenty
years could have broken down so completely under the influence of new
surroundings. Two years ago he would have been the first to hold up
pious hands of horror at the mere mention of an orgie such as he had
taken part in the night before. And, having returned once more to his
accustomed manner of life, he felt just as far apart from it as he
would have done then. But he could not keep his thoughts away for long
from the dark fact that he had just been expelled from the University
for continuous bad conduct, and it will be agreed that this cannot have
been a pleasant recollection for a middle-aged gentleman with a
grown-up son.
Dr. Toller had promised Mr. Binney that he would keep to himself all
mention of the scene he had surprised. His doing so was only another
example of the eternal self-complaisance of human nature. Dr. Toller
was about as capable of keeping anything to himself that his wife
wanted to hear about, as a puppy is of holding a stick that its master
wants to take away. At twelve o'clock Dr. Toller returned from
Cambridge to the wife of his bosom. By a quarter past, Mrs. Toller was
in possession of the main outlines of his story, which had been filled
in before the half hour struck by all the details that Dr. Toller's
memory could supply.
"You won't tell anyone else what has happened, my dear, will you?" said
Dr. Toller, when his wife had extracted all the information from him he
was capable of affording.
"I shall tell what I please to whomsoever I please," said Mrs. Toller.
"But, my dear, my promise," expostulated the doctor.
"Bother your promise!" said Mrs. Toller, as she went out of the room.
After breakfast the next morning Mr. Binney, to whom another day had
brought no cessation of the gnawing pains of remorse, took his courage
in both hands, and putting on his hat and coat, went round to Woburn
Square.
The maid who opened the door to him gave a little start. "Mrs.
Higginbotham is not at home, sir," she said. "But she told me to give
you this little parcel if you happened to call."
Mr. Binney took the parcel, neatly tied up and directed in Mrs.
Higginbotham's well-known writing. "Do you know when Mrs. Higginbotham
will be in?" he asked.
The maid hesitated. "She told me to say she was not at home, sir," she
repeated awkwardly, and Mr. Binney went down the steps with the
terrible realisation hammering at his brain, that Mrs. Higginbotham had
heard of his disgrace and refused to receive him.
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