College stories; College students -- Fiction; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; Trinity College (University of Cambridge) -- Fiction
After that he was not surprised to receive a letter from his fellow
deacons of Dr. Toller's chapel requesting him to resign his office,
which he did that day with an added pang of shame, and resolved that,
as he had now made the Baptist community too hot to hold him, he would
become a Wesleyan Methodist, and work his way up to a position of
authority in that body. He also made up his mind to let the house in
Russell Square, which was far too large for himself and Lucius, and
take a flat in Earl's Court, since Mrs. Higginbotham seemed to be made
of adamant, and there seemed very little chance now of her ever gracing
his establishment. With all these wrenches in his life, actual and
imminent, it may be imagined that Mr. Binney was not a happy man at
this time.
When Mr. Rimington's letter came, he decided to make one more appeal to
Mrs. Higginbotham. He told her that he was going back to Cambridge,
and intended to lead a very different life in the future from that of
the past. Might he nourish a hope that if he did something to make up
for past disgrace, Mrs. Higginbotham would forgive him and smile on him
once more?
To his intense relief and tearful joy Mrs. Higginbotham replied to his
letter. It appeared that he was not to be debarred from all hope. But
he was not to be allowed to see Mrs. Higginbotham again until he had
done something definite at Cambridge to atone for his past misconduct.
"I do not mean success in your play-hours, Peter," wrote Mrs.
Higginbotham. "That you have already attained, and it has been the
means of leading you astray. Such success as that will never restore
my lost confidence in you. You must come to be well spoken of by
masters and pupils alike. You must rise to the top of your classes,
and acquit yourself well in your examinations. When you have done that
you may come and see me again. Until then the memory of the dreadful
trouble you have brought upon yourself and upon me, who trusted you,
must abide with me. I do not wish to load you with reproaches. Your
own conscience must be a very heavy burden for you to bear. But I
could not bear to see you with the account that one who shall be
nameless gave me of your conduct and appearances still fresh in my
memory."
Mr. Binney stifled his renewed feelings of remorse and wrote to ask if
the passing of his Little-go in the following June might be considered
a passport to Mrs. Higginbotham's society? Mrs. Higginbotham replied,
Yes. If he passed that examination well and behaved immaculately in
the meantime he might consider himself on the old footing with her. So
Mr. Binney took heart, re-engaged the useful Minshull and retired to
Cornwall for the Easter vacation, where he ploughed away at his studies
so energetically that Minshull held out hopes of his attaining a second
class in one part at least of the examination.
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