Great Britain -- History -- Charles II, 1660-1685 -- Fiction
“This is the mere ecstasy of passion, Julian,” answered Alice
Bridgenorth; “that which is unpleasant, our selfish and stubborn
will represents as impossible. I have no confidence in the plan you
propose--no confidence in your resolution, and less than none in the
protection of Deborah. Till you can renounce, honestly and explicitly,
the wishes you have lately expressed, we must be strangers;--and could
you renounce them even at this moment, it were better that we should
part for a long time; and, for Heaven’s sake, let it be as soon as
possible--perhaps it is even now too late to prevent some unpleasant
accident--I thought I heard a noise.”
“It was Deborah,” answered Julian. “Be not afraid, Alice; we are secure
against surprise.”
“I know not,” said Alice, “what you mean by such security--I have
nothing to hide. I sought not this interview; on the contrary, averted
it as long as I could--and am now most desirous to break it off.”
“And wherefore, Alice, since you say it must be our last? Why should you
shake the sand which is passing so fast? the very executioner hurries
not the prayers of the wretches upon the scaffold.--And see you not--I
will argue as coldly as you can desire--see you not that you are
breaking your own word, and recalling the hope which yourself held out
to me?”
“What hope have I suggested? What word have I given, Julian?” answered
Alice. “You yourself build wild hopes in the air, and accuse me of
destroying what had never any earthly foundation. Spare yourself,
Julian--spare me--and in mercy to us both depart, and return not again
till you can be more reasonable.”
“Reasonable?” replied Julian; “it is you, Alice, who will deprive me
altogether of reason. Did you not say, that if our parents could be
brought to consent to our union, you would no longer oppose my suit?”
“No--no--no,” said Alice eagerly, and blushing deeply,--“I did not say
so, Julian--it was your own wild imagination which put construction on
my silence and my confusion.”
“You do _not_ say so, then?” answered Julian; “and if all other
obstacles were removed, I should find one in the cold flinty bosom of
her who repays the most devoted and sincere affection with contempt and
dislike?--Is that,” he added, in a deep tone of feeling--“is that what
Alice Bridgenorth says to Julian Peveril?”
“Indeed--indeed, Julian,” said the almost weeping girl, “I do not say
so--I say nothing, and I ought not to say anything concerning what
I might do, in a state of things which can never take place. Indeed,
Julian, you ought not thus to press me. Unprotected as I am--wishing you
well--very well--why should you urge me to say or do what would lessen
me in my own eyes? to own affection for one from whom fate has separated
me for ever? It is ungenerous--it is cruel--it is seeking a momentary
and selfish gratification to yourself, at the expense of every feeling
which I ought to entertain.”
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