Phantastes: A Faerie Romance for Men and WomenMacDonald, George
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Phantastes: A Faerie Romance for Men and Women
MacDonald, George
Fantasy fiction
Only a voice, when winds were wild,
Sobbed and wailed like a chidden child.
_Alas, how easily things go wrong!
A sigh too much, or a kiss too long,
And there follows a mist and a weeping rain,
And life is never the same again._
This was one of the simplest of her songs, which, perhaps, is the cause
of my being able to remember it better than most of the others. While
she sung, I was in Elysium, with the sense of a rich soul upholding,
embracing, and overhanging mine, full of all plenty and bounty. I felt
as if she could give me everything I wanted; as if I should never wish
to leave her, but would be content to be sung to and fed by her, day
after day, as years rolled by. At last I fell asleep while she sang.
When I awoke, I knew not whether it was night or day. The fire had sunk
to a few red embers, which just gave light enough to show me the woman
standing a few feet from me, with her back towards me, facing the door
by which I had entered. She was weeping, but very gently and
plentifully. The tears seemed to come freely from her heart. Thus she
stood for a few minutes; then, slowly turning at right angles to her
former position, she faced another of the four sides of the cottage. I
now observed, for the first time, that here was a door likewise; and
that, indeed, there was one in the centre of every side of the cottage.
When she looked towards the second door, her tears ceased to flow, but
sighs took their place. She often closed her eyes as she stood; and
every time she closed her eyes, a gentle sigh seemed to be born in her
heart, and to escape at her lips. But when her eyes were open, her
sighs were deep and very sad, and shook her whole frame. Then she
turned towards the third door, and a cry as of fear or suppressed pain
broke from her; but she seemed to hearten herself against the dismay,
and to front it steadily; for, although I often heard a slight cry, and
sometimes a moan, yet she never moved or bent her head, and I felt sure
that her eyes never closed. Then she turned to the fourth door, and I
saw her shudder, and then stand still as a statue; till at last she
turned towards me and approached the fire. I saw that her face was
white as death. But she gave one look upwards, and smiled the sweetest,
most child-innocent smile; then heaped fresh wood on the fire, and,
sitting down by the blaze, drew her wheel near her, and began to spin.
While she spun, she murmured a low strange song, to which the hum of
the wheel made a kind of infinite symphony. At length she paused in her
spinning and singing, and glanced towards me, like a mother who looks
whether or not her child gives signs of waking. She smiled when she saw
that my eyes were open. I asked her whether it was day yet. She
answered, “It is always day here, so long as I keep my fire burning.”
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