Phantastes: A Faerie Romance for Men and WomenMacDonald, George
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Phantastes: A Faerie Romance for Men and Women
MacDonald, George
Fantasy fiction
Cosmo himself could not have described what he felt. His emotions were
of a kind that destroyed consciousness, and could never be clearly
recalled. He could not help standing yet by the mirror, and keeping his
eyes fixed on the lady, though he was painfully aware of his rudeness,
and feared every moment that she would open hers, and meet his fixed
regard. But he was, ere long, a little relieved; for, after a while,
her eyelids slowly rose, and her eyes remained uncovered, but
unemployed for a time; and when, at length, they began to wander about
the room, as if languidly seeking to make some acquaintance with her
environment, they were never directed towards him: it seemed nothing
but what was in the mirror could affect her vision; and, therefore, if
she saw him at all, it could only be his back, which, of necessity, was
turned towards her in the glass. The two figures in the mirror could
not meet face to face, except he turned and looked at her, present in
his room; and, as she was not there, he concluded that if he were to
turn towards the part in his room corresponding to that in which she
lay, his reflection would either be invisible to her altogether, or at
least it must appear to her to gaze vacantly towards her, and no
meeting of the eyes would produce the impression of spiritual
proximity. By-and-by her eyes fell upon the skeleton, and he saw her
shudder and close them. She did not open them again, but signs of
repugnance continued evident on her countenance. Cosmo would have
removed the obnoxious thing at once, but he feared to discompose her
yet more by the assertion of his presence which the act would involve.
So he stood and watched her. The eyelids yet shrouded the eyes, as a
costly case the jewels within; the troubled expression gradually faded
from the countenance, leaving only a faint sorrow behind; the features
settled into an unchanging expression of rest; and by these signs, and
the slow regular motion of her breathing, Cosmo knew that she slept. He
could now gaze on her without embarrassment. He saw that her figure,
dressed in the simplest robe of white, was worthy of her face; and so
harmonious, that either the delicately moulded foot, or any finger of
the equally delicate hand, was an index to the whole. As she lay, her
whole form manifested the relaxation of perfect repose. He gazed till
he was weary, and at last seated himself near the new-found shrine, and
mechanically took up a book, like one who watches by a sick-bed. But
his eyes gathered no thoughts from the page before him. His intellect
had been stunned by the bold contradiction, to its face, of all its
experience, and now lay passive, without assertion, or speculation, or
even conscious astonishment; while his imagination sent one wild dream
of blessedness after another coursing through his soul. How long he sat
he knew not; but at length he roused himself, rose, and, trembling in
every portion of his frame, looked again into the mirror. She was gone.
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