Phases of an Inferior PlanetGlasgow, Ellen Anderson Gholson
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Phases of an Inferior Planet
Glasgow, Ellen Anderson Gholson
Fiction
A woman, buried amid the pillows of a divan, rose as he entered and came
towards him, her trailing skirts rustling over the velvet carpet. She
was thin and gray-haired, with a faded beauty of face and a bitter
mouth. She walked as if impatient of a slight lameness in her foot.
"So you got my message," she said. "I waited for you all day yesterday.
I am ill--ill and chained to this couch. I have not been to church for
eight weeks, and I have needed the confessional. See, my nerves are
trying me. If you had only come sooner."
She threw herself upon the couch and he seated himself on a chair beside
her. The heavily shaded lamplight fell over the richness of the room,
over the Turkish rugs scattered upon the floor, over the hangings of old
tapestries on the walls, and over the shining bric-a-brac reflected in
long mirrors. As he leaned forward it fell upon his features and
softened them to sudden beauty.
"I am sorry," he answered, "but I could not come yesterday, and to-day
a woman dying of cancer sent for me."
She crushed a pillow beneath her arm, smiling a little bitterly.
"Oh, it is your poor!" she said. "It is always your poor! We rich must
learn to yield precedence--"
"It is not a question of wealth or of poverty," he returned. "It is one
of suffering. Can I help you?"
The bitterness faded from her mouth. "You can let me believe in you,"
she said. "Don't you know that it is because you despise my money that I
call for you? I might have sent for a hundred persons yesterday who
would have outrun my messenger. But I could not bring you an instant
sooner for all my wealth--no, not even for the sake of the church you
love."
"How do you know?" he asked, gravely. "Call no man unpurchasable until
he has been bargained for."
She looked at him passionately. "That is why I give to your church," she
went on; "because to you my thousand counts no more than my laundress's
dime."
"But it does," he corrected; "and the church is grateful."
"But you?"
"I am the instrument of the church."
"The pillar, you mean."
He shook his head. There was no feeling in voice or eyes--but there was
no hardness.
"I love your church," she went on, more gently. "I love what you have
made of it. I love religion because it produces men like you--
"Stop," he said, in a voice that flinched slightly.
She raised her head with a gesture that had a touch of defiance. "Why
should I stop?" she asked. "Do you think God will mind if I give His
servant his due? Yesterday religion was nothing to me; to-day it is
everything, and it is you who have been its revelation. Why should I not
tell you so?"
He was regarding her with intentness.
"And you are happier?" he asked.
"Happier! It is an odd word for a woman like me. I am fifty years old, I
am alone, I am loveless. It has given me something to hope for, that is
all."
"Yes?"
With a sudden yearning she stretched out her thin, white hands in
appeal.
"Talk to me," she said. "Make me feel it. I am so alone."
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