Phases of an Inferior PlanetGlasgow, Ellen Anderson Gholson
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Phases of an Inferior Planet
Glasgow, Ellen Anderson Gholson
Fiction
"Oh, but I wanted to see you just as you are every day. It is so
home-like--and what a delightful smell of paint! But do you always keep
your boots above the canopy? They spoil the effect somehow."
"I tossed them up there to get rid of them," explained Nevins. "But tell
me about yourself. You look as if you had just slid out of the lap of
luxury."
"Without rumpling her gown," added Ardly.
"I was about to observe that she seemed in prosperous circumstances,"
remarked Mr. Paul.
"Oh, I am," responded Mariana. "Stupidly prosperous. But let me look at
the paintings first, then I'll talk of myself. What is on the big easel,
Mr. Nevins?"
"That's a portrait," said Nevins, drawing the curtain aside and
revealing a lady in black. "I am only a photographer in oils. I am
painting everybody's portrait."
"That means success, doesn't it? And success means money, and money
means so many things. Yes, that's good. I like it."
Nevins smiled, enraptured.
"You were the beginning," he said. "It was the painting of you and--and
the blue wrapper that did it. It gave me such a push uphill that I
haven't stood still since."
The wistfulness beneath the surface in Mariana's eyes deepened suddenly.
Her manner grew nervous.
"Oh yes," she said, turning away. "I remember."
Mr. Paul, who had watched her gloomily, with traces of disapprobation in
his gaze, took his leave with a stilted good-bye, and Mariana threw
herself upon the divan, while Ardly and Nevins seated themselves on
footstools at her feet and looked into her eyes.
"I want to hear all--all," she said. "Are you happy?"
"Are you?" asked Ardly.
She shook her head impatiently. "I? Oh yes," she answered. "I have
clothes, and a carriage, and even a few jewels."
She slipped the long glove from her hand, which came soft and white from
its imprisonment, with the indentation of the buttons on the supple
wrist. She held up her fingers, where a blaze of diamonds ran. Then she
smiled.
"But I never sang with Alvary," she added.
"Where is the voice?"
"It is dead," she replied; "but it was only a skeleton when it lived. I
learned that afterwards. I had the artistic temperament without the
art."
Nevins and Ardly, watching the mobility of her face, saw the old
half-disdainful weariness steal back.
"So you have learned that," said Nevins. "It is the greater wisdom--to
learn what one has not."
"I don't idealize any longer," answered Mariana, playing with the glove
in her lap. "I have lopped off an ideal every hour since I saw you."
"Sensible woman," returned Ardly. "We don't lop off our ideals--we
distort them. Life is a continuous adjustment of the things that should
be to the things that are."
"And middle-age shows the adjustment to be a misfit," added Nevins, his
boyish face growing almost sad. "We grow tired of burnishing up the
facts of life, and we leave the tarnish to mix with the triple-plate."
"Are you middle-aged?" asked Mariana.
"Not since you entered."
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