Phases of an Inferior PlanetGlasgow, Ellen Anderson Gholson
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Phases of an Inferior Planet
Glasgow, Ellen Anderson Gholson
Fiction
Three aspens, standing together in the park, arrested her gaze, and she
looked at them with momentary intentness. Their slender bodies shone
like leprous fingers, pointing heavenward, and on the topmost point of
one a broken spray of frosted leaves shivered whitely. They recalled to
her with a shudder the little graveyard on the old plantation, where she
had spent her earliest childhood, and she was seized with a spasm of
memory. She saw the forgotten and deserted graves, with the rank
periwinkle corroding the marble slabs, and she saw the little brown
lizards that crept out to bask upon them in the summer sunshine. With
the recollection, death appeared to her hideous and loathsome, and she
walked on quickly, her eyes on the pavement. A group of street-cleaners
were seated against the stone wall, eating their mid-day meal, and she
looked at the hunks of bread and ham with a feeling of sympathy for the
consumers. Then, as she passed, her thoughts swung to the owner of the
house across the way whom she knew, and who was descending the front
steps. At Sixty-seventh Street she turned into the park, her eyes drawn
by the clump of pines darkly defined against the gray rock beyond. For
the second time her errant thoughts went back to her childhood and to
the great pine forest where the wind played lullabies through the white
heat of August days. She felt a swift desire to throw herself beneath
the little alien growth of pine, to lie on the soft grass, which was
still like emerald deepened by bluish shadows, and to let the spicy
needles fall upon her upturned face.
As she moved onward, a man crossing the park in a rapid walk approached
her. It was Father Algarcife, and in a moment their glances met.
He raised his hat, and would have passed on, but she stopped him by a
gesture.
"Won't you speak to me?" she asked, and her voice wavered like a harp
over which the player has lost control.
As she looked at him she saw that he had grown thinner since she had
last seen him, and that his eyes shone with an unnatural lustre.
"What is there for me to say?" he returned, arresting her wavering
glance.
Her lips quivered.
"I may go away," she said, "and this is the last chance. There is
something I must tell you. Will you turn and walk back with me?"
He shook his head.
"What is the use?" he asked, impatiently. "There is nothing to be said
that cannot better be left--unsaid."
"No! No!" she said. "You must not think worse of me than--than I
deserve."
He was smiling bitterly.
"What I think of you," he returned, "matters very little." Then the
smile passed, and he looked at her gravely. "I have little time," he
said. "My days are not my own." And he added, slowly: "If you wish it, I
will walk back with you for a short distance."
"Thank you," she replied, and they passed the clump of pines on their
way in the park.
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