Phases of an Inferior PlanetGlasgow, Ellen Anderson Gholson
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Phases of an Inferior Planet
Glasgow, Ellen Anderson Gholson
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She was silent, and he softened suddenly. "And you have never found it?"
he asked. "Of all the things that you craved in youth there is lacking
to you now--only your ambition."
She raised her head.
"And love," she finished.
His voice grew hard again.
"We are speaking of realities," he returned, and added, bitterly: "Who
should have had love--if not you?"
They had passed the lake, and were walking through the Ramble. The dead
leaves rustled beneath their feet.
"It is not true," she said, passionately. "It is false."
"What is false?" he demanded, quietly. "That you have had opportunities
for love?"
She did not reply. Her lips were trembling, and her hand played
nervously with the ribbon on her muff.
Suddenly she looked up.
"When I left you," she said, slowly, "I went with the opera troupe
abroad. For several years I was very successful, and I believed it would
end well. I was given a leading part. Then one winter, when we were in
Paris, I was taken ill. It was pneumonia. I was very ill, and the pain
was frightful. They thought it would go to my heart. But when I grew
better the troupe went on. I was left at the hotel, ill and
alone--except for one friend--an Englishman--"
He interrupted her harshly.
"You have made a mistake," he said, and his voice was dull and lifeless.
"I have no right to know your story. You are not of my parish--nor am I
your confessor."
She flinched, but went on steadily, though her tones drooped.
"He had followed me for a long time. He loved me--or thought he did.
When I was deserted by the troupe he stayed with me. He paid my bills
and brought me back to life. I grew strong again, but--my voice was
gone."
She paused as if in pain.
"Sit down," he said.
And they sat down on a bench beneath the naked branches of an oak.
"I was penniless, alone, and very weak. He wanted me even then. At first
he did not want to marry me, but when I would not yield, he begged me to
come back with him and secure a divorce. I think he was mad with
passion."
She hesitated and glanced at him, but he was looking away.
"At last the end came. There was nothing else to do--and I wrote to
you."
He moistened his lips as if they were parched from fever.
"Did you get the letter?"
"Yes," he answered, "I got it."
"And you did not answer?"
"What was there for me to say? You were free."
For an instant her eyes blazed.
"You never loved me," she said.
He smiled slightly.
"Do you think so?" he asked.
The anger died from her eyes and she spoke softly.
"I waited for the answer," she said; "waited months, and it did not
come. Then I came back. We went out West. A divorce was very easy--and I
married him. I owed him so much."
"Yes?"
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