Philochristus: Memoirs of a Disciple of the LordAbbott, Edwin Abbott
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Philochristus: Memoirs of a Disciple of the Lord
Abbott, Edwin Abbott
Christian fiction; Jesus Christ -- Fiction
But my judgment is not so. For to me it seemeth that all through those
days of tarrying in Jerusalem and in Bethany, our Master was neither
bitter nor austere. But he had ever before his eyes the thought of us his
disciples; and he was ever musing on our desolation, (which should fall
upon us when he should be parted from us), and how we should fare,
contending without him against the Pharisees and against all other evil.
Therefore he desired to leave it, as it were, on record, that the worst
kind of sacrilege is the sacrilege of them which handle sacred things
without the feeling thereof. And, as he had entered into Jerusalem like
one having authority, so he desired perchance (for our sakes) to manifest
himself, in the temple also, as one to whom obedience was due. Again,
whereas Xanthias saith that Jesus, ever before in Galilee, taught us to
endure evil, and not to put down evil by force, as now in Jerusalem; “The
former rule,” saith Quartus, “applieth only to the brethren that live in
the midst of them that know not the truth. But wheresoever a nation or a
congregation, shall recognise a certain law” (as our nation did in the
worship of the temple), “there perchance the breaking of the law is not to
be suffered, and the law is to be maintained, even by force. For it is one
thing to avenge oneself, but another to avenge a law.” After this manner
wrote Quartus; but, in any case, Xanthias was assuredly wrong in saying
that Jesus was “embittered by persecution;” unless it be bitter to call
Satan Satan. For he was gentle and tender and very loving even to the
last.
Howbeit at this time our thoughts were full of other matters, so that we
were the less bent on defending our Master against the friend of Philip.
For we were something downcast, and Judas even more than the rest, because
nothing had come of our entering into Jerusalem; but, as Judas phrased it,
all our great purposes had ended in naught. “For,” said Judas, “the Lord
hath given occasions, but we have used them not. For first, when we
entered in at this same gate this morning, then I looked that Jesus should
have given the word to disarm the guard that kept watch therein. But
afterwards, when we had entered into the city and all the citizens were
gathered to us, then at least I hoped to have heard him give commandment
to assail the Fort of Antonia; or else I expected that he would have
worked some sign in heaven, to have turned every one to our side, and so
to have driven out the Gentiles without shedding of blood. But now we have
gained nothing. Nay, we have lost everything. For we shall not again
gather the multitude thus round us. And as for the Pharisees, he hath now
so angered them that, even were he to work an hundred signs in heaven, I
doubt they would not now accept him.” Hereupon John said that we must have
patience and trust in Jesus; but Judas made answer that the time had
passed for patience, and that other courses must be tried.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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