Philochristus: Memoirs of a Disciple of the LordAbbott, Edwin Abbott
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Philochristus: Memoirs of a Disciple of the Lord
Abbott, Edwin Abbott
Christian fiction; Jesus Christ -- Fiction
Now when we were all come down from the house into the street, Jesus stood
for a while in the midst of his disciples looking up to the sky; and he
seemed for an instant like unto one doubting whither he should go. For
first he made two or three steps toward the temple and the tower of
Antonia, as if to go thither (but this would have been certain death, for
the guard was coming thence, and we should have met them); but then he
looked at us and seemed to change his purpose. For he turned towards the
gate that leadeth to the vale of Kidron. Now why he did this we knew not
at that time; but afterwards we judged that he was moved at first to go to
meet the guard that he might give himself up at once unto death; but when
he had thought thereon, it seemed better for our sakes that he should
still remain with us a few hours longer. Perchance also he wished to
commune with God alone upon the mountain of Olivet; for he ever loved the
loneliness of mountainous places and nightly prayers. Moreover Quartus
writeth to this effect, that “though Jesus knew that he was to die, yet
the manner of his dying, and how he should be taken, was not known to him:
therefore he would not prevent the hand of the Lord, but would avoid the
peril by all honourable means even till the last, leaving the decision
with the Lord.”
As we drew nigh to the gate of Kidron I was near him, and I heard him
repeating some saying of Scripture to himself; and at the last, he spake
aloud and said, “All ye shall be offended because of me this night, for it
is written, I will smite the shepherd, and the sheep shall be scattered.”
But when he marked us, how exceedingly we sorrowed at these words of his,
then he began to encourage us again; and he spake some words how that he
would return to us, or guide us hereafter. Now what he said exactly I know
not, for I was a little behind the rest. But he looked around him in the
narrow street, as though that were no place for him to abide in: and then
he added some words concerning Galilee, which I did not clearly hear.
Howbeit, it seemed to me that he said he should manifest himself to us
hereafter, not in Jerusalem but in Galilee.(11) And so also most of the
disciples interpreted his words. But we all with one consent cried out
that we would never desert him nor go from his side; and he listened to us
gently, even as a mother listeneth to the prattle of a little child which
prattleth concerning the things which he will do when he cometh to man’s
estate. Even so listened Jesus to our speech; but when Peter was vehement,
even above the rest, in protestations, Jesus interrupted him, and said
that before the morrow’s sun had risen, yea, before cockcrow, Simon Peter
should have denied him.
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