Philochristus: Memoirs of a Disciple of the LordAbbott, Edwin Abbott
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Philochristus: Memoirs of a Disciple of the Lord
Abbott, Edwin Abbott
Christian fiction; Jesus Christ -- Fiction
Jesus hearkened to our petition in silence. Then he said that he must
depart from us for a season and go to the top of a certain mountain; but
he appointed the third hour of the following day that we should come to
him. Certain of the Scribes that followed with us murmured at Jesus,
because he had appointed that we should come to him on the mountain: and
one, finding fault for that Jesus was often wont to spend the whole night
praying alone on some mountain, said, “It is written, ‘Out of the depths
have I cried unto thee, O Lord;’ therefore it is good to pray from a low
place, and not from a high place.” But Nathanael answered and said that
Jesus loved to be alone on the mountain by night, to meditate on the
greatness of the Lord and how He hath exalted the Son of man, according as
it is written, “I will consider thy heavens, even the works of thy
fingers, the moon and stars which thou hast ordained:” and “these very
words,” said Nathanael, “I heard the Prophet but yesterday repeat, when we
were upon the top of yonder mountain.” Hereat the Scribes murmured the
more, saying that it was not written that any prophet in old times thus
took counsel with the heavens after the manner of a Chaldean. But Gorgias
the son of Philip murmured for another cause, saying that the Prophet
ought not thus to mistrust his followers, nor to be so fearful for his own
safety, and that it behoved the friends of Jesus to take him by force, if
need be, and to make him a king. And to this Judas of Kerioth consented
and some others.
But to the most of us the words of Gorgias seemed an abomination; for we
knew that Jesus did not depart for fear: for indeed fear was not in him.
But he desired to be alone because he wished to pray, and because of the
burden of his heart. For it grieved him, more than can be told, to see the
misery and wretchedness, yea, and the ignorance and the sinfulness of the
mixed multitude which pressed round him. All their pains pained him and
all their sufferings he suffered, insomuch that more than once I have
heard him saying in a low voice to himself, “For them that are hungry I
hunger, and for them that are athirst I thirst, and for them that are sick
I am sick.”(5)
Notwithstanding he was not so much distressed with the pains and diseases
of the body as with the pains and diseases of the soul. For the sins of
souls seemed to him as real and loathsome as the diseases of the flesh to
us; and oftentimes a transgression that would appear slight to us, he
counted as a work of Satan; so that whithersoever he moved, he saw sins
more than could be seen of common men, yea, a very sea of sinfulness;
albeit, underlying the sea of sin and sorrow, he still discerned the
Everlasting Arms.
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