"Perhaps I could; although you must permit me to doubt it. I only
know I would rather have you for a partner than any one else in
the room."
I am not proof against flattery, A smile is born and grows
steadily round my lips, until at length my whole face beams.
"Well, you might try to _appear_ more contented," I say, with a
last feeble attempt at remonstrance. "When I get what I want I
always look pleased."
"I know you do. But I am a thankless being; the more I get the
more I want. When a man is starving, to give him a _little_ only
adds to the pangs he suffers---"
The last bars of the waltz died out with a lingering wailing
sigh. A little hush falls. . . . Sir George Ashurst, coming up,
offers me his arm.
"You will let me put my name down for another before you go?"
asks Sir Mark, hurriedly, following us a few steps.
I hand him my card. "Keep it for me," I say, "until after the
dance. You can then return it."
"May I have the next after this?" very eagerly.
I glance at him over my shoulder. "Yes--if I am disengaged, and
you care for it," I make answer, forgetful of my character as
hostess, of the world's tongue, of everything but the sweet
gayety of the present hour.
---
The night wears on. Already it is one hour past midnight. Sir
Mark is again my partner.
Up to this the evening has fully answered my fondest
expectations. I have danced incessantly. I have been utterly,
thoughtlessly happy. Now a slight contraction about the soles of
my feet warns me I begin to experience fatigue.
Sir Mark leads me towards a conservatory, dimly lit and
exquisitely arranged, at the door of which I stand to bestow a
backward glance upon the ball-room.
At a considerable distance I can discern Bebe standing beside
Lord Chandos. It is without doubt an interval in their dance, but
they are not talking. Miss Beautoun's head is slightly inclined
_from_ her companion, and it is evident to me she has mounted an
exceedingly high horse. Nevertheless, to see her with him at all
gratifies me; as it is surely a step in the right direction.
Dora is waltzing with a "Heavy," and I can see Sir George
glowering upon them from a remote corner. Dora sees him also, and
instantly smiles tenderly into her dragoon's light-blue eyes.
This too looks promising. My spirits go up another degree, and I
indulge in a low pleased laugh.
"Still revelling in bliss, Mrs. Carrington?" Sir Mark's voice
recalls me. "No flaw as yet?"
"Not one. Of course not. What a ridiculous question! I told you
nothing should interfere with my enjoyment this evening. Yet,
stay"--with a demure and dejected shake of the head: "every now
and then I _am_ troubled with a faint regret."
"And it--is---"
"That all this must some time come to an end. There, is not that
a haunting thought?"
I laugh, so does he.
"I shall have plenty of it in the spring," I continue, presently.
"'Duke says I shall go to London then."
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