She felt that she had sinned grievously in thought against her friend,
when she recalled the way in which her friend had thrown herself into
the arms of her husband. That was the one action which the girl felt
should entitle Ella Linton to be the subject of no such horrid thought
as had been for a shocking instant forced upon her mind, when she
reflected upon the strange passion which had tingled through Ella’s
repetition of the fiery words of _Juliet_.
She recalled every strange element in the incident of Ella’s appearance
in the drawing room: the way in which Ella had kissed her and clung to
her as a child might have done on finding someone to protect it; she
recalled the wild words which Ella had uttered, and, finally, the
terrible expression which had appeared on her face as she whispered that
reckless answer to Phyllis’ question, when she had picked up her wrap
and flung it around her just before the sound of footsteps had come to
their ears. All that she recalled in connection with that extraordinary
visit of Ella’s was quite intelligible to her; but the mystery of all
was more than neutralized by her recollection of the way Ella had
thrown herself into her husband’s arms. That action should, she felt, be
regarded as the one important factor, as it were, in the solution of the
problem of Ella’s mood--Ella’s series of moods. Nothing else that she
had done, nothing that she had said, was worthy of being taken account
of, alongside that dominant act of the true wife.
The little whisper which suggested to her that there was a good deal
that was mysterious in the incident of her friend’s visit she refused to
regard as rendering it less obligatory on her--Phyllis--to pray that she
might be forgiven that horrid suspicion which, for an instant, had come
to her; and so she fell asleep praying to God to forgive her for her sin
(in thought) against her friend.
And while Phyllis was praying her prayer, her friend, the True Wife, was
praying with her face down upon her pillow, and her bare arms stretched
out over the white lace of the bed:
“Forgive me, O God; forgive me! and keep him away from me--forever and
ever and ever. Amen.”
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