“Of course. I question if there was anything very much better aboard
the _Water Nymph_. By the way, Lady Earlscourt invited me to join the
yachting party. She did not mention it to her husband, however. She
thought that there should be a chaplain aboard. Now, considering that
Lord Earlscourt had told me the previous day that he was compelled to
take to the sea solely on account of the way people were worrying him
about me, I think that I did the right thing when I told her that I
should be compelled to stay at home until the appearance of a certain
paper of mine in the _Zeit Geist Review_.”
“I’m sure that you did the right thing when you stayed at home.”
“And in writing the paper in the _Zeit Geist_? You have read it?”
“Oh, yes! I have read it.”
“You don’t like it?”
“How could I like it? You have known me now for sometime. How could you
fancy that I should like it--that is, if you thought of me at all in
connection with it? I don’t myself see why you should think of me at
all.”
He rose and stood before her. She had risen to take his empty cup from
him.
“Don’t you know that I think of you always, Phyllis?” he said, in that
low tone of his which flowed around the hearts of his hearers, and made
their hearts as one with his heart. “Don’t you know that I think of you
always--that all my hopes are centered in you?”
“I am so sorry if that is the case, Mr. Holland,” said she. “I don’t
want to give you pain, but I must tell you again what I told you long
ago: you have passed completely out of my life. If you had not done so
before, the publication of that article in the _Zeit Geist_ would force
me to tell you that you had done so now. To me my religion has always
been a living thing; my Bible has been my guide. You trampled upon the
one some months ago, you have trampled on the other now. You shocked me,
Mr. Holland.”
“I have always loved you, Phyllis. I think I love you better than I ever
did, if that were possible,” said he. “I am overwhelmed with grief at
the thought of the barrier which your fancy has built up between us.”
“Fancy?”
“Your fancy, dear child. I feel that the barrier which you fancy is now
between us is unworthy of you.”
“What? Do you mean to say that you think that my detestation--my--my
horror of your sneers at the Bible, which I believe to be the Word of
God--of the contempt you have heaped upon the Church which I believe to
be God’s agent on earth for the salvation of men’s souls--do you think
that my detestation of these is a mere girlish fancy?”
“I don’t think that, Phyllis. What I think is, that if you had ever
loved me you would be ready to stand by my side now--to be guided by me
in a matter which I have made the study of my life.”
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