In an hour they were in their box at Covent Garden listening to the
sensuous music of “Carmen,” and comparing the sauciness of the charming
little devil who sang the habanera, with the piquancy of the last
_Carmen_ but three, and with the refinement of the one who had made so
great a success at Munich. They agreed that the savagery of the newest
was very fascinating,--Stephen Linton called it womanly,--but they
thought they should like to hear her in the third act before pronouncing
a definite opinion regarding her capacity.
Then the husband left the box to talk to some people who were seated
opposite.
“You know everything?” she said.
“Everything,” said Herbert. “Can you ever forgive me?”
“For running away? Oh, Bertie, you cannot have heard all.”
“For forcing you to write me that letter--can you ever forgive me?”
“Oh, the letter? Oh, Bertie, we were both wrong--terribly wrong. But we
were saved.”
“Yes, we were saved. Thank God--thank God!”
“That was my first cry, Bertie, when I felt that I was safe--that we
both had been saved: Thank God! It seemed as if a miracle had been done
to save us.”
“So it was--a miracle.”
“I spent the night praying that you might be kept away from me,
Bertie--away for ever and ever. I felt that I was miserably weak; I felt
that I could not trust myself; but now that you are here beside me again
I feel strong. Oh, Bertie, we know ourselves better now than we did a
week ago--is it only a week ago? It seems months--years--a lifetime!”
“Yes, I think that we know each other better now, Ella. That night
aboard the yacht all the history of the past six months seemed to come
before me. I saw what a wretch I had been, and I was overwhelmed with
self-contempt.”
“It was all my fault, dear Bertie. I was foolish--vain--a mere woman!
Do not say that I did not take pride in what I called, in my secret
moments, my conquest. Oh, Bertie! I had sunk into the depths. And then
that letter! But we were saved, and I feel that we have been saved
forevermore. I feel strong by your side now. And you, I know, feel
strong, Bertie?”
“I have awakened from my dream, Ella. You called her your good angel
too. Surely it was my good angel that sent me to her that evening!”
Ella was staring at him. He said that he knew everything. It appeared
that she was the one who was not in the fortunate position of knowing
all.
She stared.
“Phyllis Ayrton--you were with her?”
“For half an hour. She was unconscious of the effect her words had upon
me,--the words of another woman,--leading me back to the side of those
who have gone forever. I listened to her, and then it was that I awoke.
She did not know. How could she tell that the light of heaven was
breaking in upon a soul that was on the brink of hell? She saved me.”
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