Pictures and Problems from London Police CourtsHolmes, Thomas
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Pictures and Problems from London Police Courts
Holmes, Thomas
Crime -- England -- London; Poor -- England -- London
‘I am constantly thinking of your kindness, and I think that I
should be ungrateful if I did not write to you. God has answered
my prayer, for I asked Him to take me out of my trouble. Oh, sir, I
have only had one day’s holiday in fifteen years, and that was when
I went with my first little boy to a Sunday-school treat. I feel
that I should like to have more faith in God. I believe in Him, I
tell Him my troubles, but I have no faith, and I forget His day
(she worked on Sundays). I want to be a happy woman, but my life
has been so hard, so very hard. I am feeling stronger, but I cannot
lose the horror of what I have done; but do believe me, for I am
grateful to the magistrate and you for the great kindness shown to
me.
‘Yours gratefully.’
Fifteen years of hopeless, unending toil and of practical starvation
are enough to quench the hope that is said to ‘spring eternal in the
human heart,’ and without hope there can be no faith. How could the
woman believe in a God of Love? Her story is common enough. Down to
my little Home at Walton there has been a procession of such women.
I wish that I could march them before my readers, each poor woman
carrying a ‘brown-paper parcel,’ for bags, portmanteaus, or boxes have
not been seen among them. No elastic step among them. Bent bodies,
faces wrinkled and like to discoloured parchment. Some younger bodies,
but still whitish and bloodless faces, whose eyes are dull, and no
sparkle of joy in them; plenty of passivity, but no glint of fire.
Some with a child each, some with two, for the children must be cared
for. Some, too, alas! bruised and battered, for even the passivity of
a wage-earning machine wife is no security against the brutality of a
husband when the ‘potion works within him.’
Such are the women for whom I have been compelled to care. Sometimes
I go down and spend a week-end with them, and I would that I could do
justice to a description of them. But I cannot. In the evening before
they retire to the strange luxuries of clean sheets we gather round the
piano and sing an evening hymn, and I listen to their quavering voices
in every key and in no key at all.
‘Watch by the sick, enrich the poor
With blessings from Thy boundless store.’
Then I feel there is something wrong, for my eyes get dim and my throat
lumpy. But I read to them, ‘Are not two sparrows sold for one farthing?
Not one shall fall without your Father’s knowledge. Fear not; ye are
of more value than many sparrows.’ I know they can make sure of the
Heavenly love. I would to God I could feel more sure of earthly love
and earthly store, too, for them, for they get precious little of
either!
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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