I lay awake for a long time after I went to bed, thinking of Duare,
recalling all that had ever passed between us. I found a hidden meaning
in her cry, “I must not listen!” I rejoiced in the facts that once she
had refused to consign me to death at the hands of others and that again
she had refused to kill me herself. Her “I cannot” rang in my ears
almost like an avowal of love. My better judgment told that I was quite
mad, but I found joy in hugging my madness to me.
The storm increased to such terrific fury during the night that the
screeching of the wind and the wild plunging of the _Sofal_ awakened me
just before dawn. Arising immediately, I went on deck, where the wind
almost carried me away. Great waves lifted the _Sofal_ on high, only to
plunge her the next moment into watery abysses. The ship was pitching
violently; occasionally a huge wave broke across her bow and flooded the
main deck; across her starboard quarter loomed a great land mass that
seemed perilously close. The situation appeared fraught with danger.
I entered the control room and found both Honan and Gamfor with the
helmsman. They were worried because of our proximity to land. Should
either the engines or the steering device fail, we must inevitably be
driven ashore. I told them to remain where they were, and then I went
down to the second deck house to arouse Kiron, Kamlot, and Zog.
As I turned aft from the foot of the companionway on the second deck, I
noticed that the door of Vilor’s cabin was swinging open and closing
again with each roll of the vessel; but I gave the matter no particular
thought at the time and passed on to awaken my other lieutenants. Having
done so, I kept on to Duare’s cabin, fearing that, if awake, she might
be frightened by the rolling of the ship and the shrieking of the wind.
To my surprise, I found her door swinging on its hinges.
Something, I do not know what, aroused my suspicion that all was not
right far more definitely than the rather unimportant fact that the door
to her outer cabin was unlatched. Stepping quickly inside, I uncovered
the light and glanced quickly about the room. There was nothing amiss
except, perhaps, the fact that the door to the inner cabin where she
slept was also open and swinging on its hinges. I was sure that no one
could be sleeping in there while both those doors were swinging and
banging. It was possible, of course, that Duare was too frightened to
get up and close them.
I stepped to the inner doorway and called her name aloud. There was no
reply. I called again, louder; again, silence was my only answer. Now I
was definitely perturbed. Stepping into the room, I uncovered the light
and looked at the bed. It was empty—Duare was not there! But in the far
corner of the cabin lay the body of the man who had stood guard outside
her door.
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