After the first few minutes of battling with the sea, I concluded that I
was in no immediate danger of being drowned. I could keep my head above
the waves often enough and long enough to insure sufficient air for my
lungs; and, the water being warm, I was in no danger of being chilled to
exhaustion, as so often occurs when men are thrown into cold seas.
Therefore, as closely as I could anticipate any contingency in this
unfamiliar world, there remained but two major and immediate threats
against my life. The first lay in the possibility of attack by some
ferocious monster of the Amtorian deeps; the second, and by far the more
serious, the storm-lashed shore upon which I must presently attempt to
make a safe landing.
This in itself should have been sufficient to dishearten me, for I had
seen seas breaking upon too many shores to lightly ignore the menace of
those incalculable tons of hurtling waters pounding, crashing, crushing,
tearing their way even into the rocky heart of the eternal hills.
I swam slowly in the direction of the shore, which, fortunately for me,
was in the direction that the storm was carrying me. I had no mind to
sap my strength by unnecessarily overexerting myself; and so, as I took
it easily, content to keep afloat as I moved slowly shoreward, daylight
came; and as each succeeding wave lifted me to its summit, I saw the
shore with increasing clearness. It lay about a mile from me, and its
aspect was most forbidding. Huge combers were breaking upon a rocky
coast line, throwing boiling fountains of white spume high in air; above
the howling of the tempest, the thunder of the surf rolled menacingly
across that mile of angry sea to warn me that death lay waiting to
embrace me at the threshold of safety.
I was in a quandary. Death lay all about me; it remained but for me to
choose the place and manner of the assignation; I could drown where I
was, or I could permit myself to be dashed to pieces on the rocks.
Neither eventuality aroused any considerable enthusiasm in my breast. As
a mistress, death seemed sadly lacking in many essentials. Therefore, I
decided not to die.
Thoughts may be, as has been said, things; but they are not everything.
No matter how favorably I thought of living, I knew that I must also do
something about it. My present situation offered me no chance of
salvation; the shore alone could give me life; so I struck out for the
shore. As I drew nearer it, many things, some of them quite irrelevant,
passed through my mind; but some were relevant, among them the Burial
Service. It was not a nice time to think of this, but then we cannot
always control our thoughts; however, “In the midst of life we are in
death” seemed wholly appropriate to my situation. By twisting it a bit,
I achieved something that contained the germ of hope—in the midst of
death there is life. Perhaps—
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