As Esmeralda sat holding her father's head on her knee, the future
stretched before her, transformed by the accident of a moment. The
Major would never again ride by her side, never again mount his horse
and gallop over the wide green land; while he lived he must lie even as
he lay now, still and straight, a child in the hands of his nurses!
Poor father! oh, poor, poor father! what a death in life, to one of his
restless nature! what grief, what agony to see his sufferings! The
spring would come, and the summer, and the autumn, but there would be no
sunshine at Knock Castle, nothing but clouds and darkness, and dull,
settled gloom. Esmeralda had been her father's darling, and had
returned his love with all the fervour of a passionate Irish heart, so
that the sight of him in his helplessness hurt like a physical pain, and
the moments seemed endless until Hilliard returned accompanied by the
farmer and three of his men.
An hour later the Major was carried upstairs to his own room in the
Castle, and laid gently upon the old four-poster bed. Hilliard had
ridden on in advance to prepare the young mistress, and there she stood
at the doorway, white to the lips, but smiling still, a smile of almost
motherly tenderness as she bent over the prostrate form.
"More trouble to ye, Bridgie!" murmured the Major faintly. "A little
rest--that's all I need; but that poor beast! Tell Dennis to go and put
her out of her misery." He shut his eyes and remained silent until the
doctor arrived, galloping up to the door on Hilliard's horse, which he
had lent to save time, and tearing up the staircase to the sick-room
with the unprofessional speed of an old and devoted friend.
The examination was soon over, and fortunately the patient asked no
questions; he was tired and inclined for sleep, unperturbed on his own
account, but greatly distressed for the noble animal for whose agony he
held himself responsible. He was soothed by the assurance that
everything possible should be done to cure, or, if that were impossible,
to end its sufferings, and was then left to rest, while the doctor
returned to the morning-room, to face the sisters with what courage he
might. Bridgie lay back in a deep, old-fashioned chair, a slight,
almost childlike figure, her hands clasped in her lap, her shoulders
bowed as by too heavy a burden--the burden of all those five
motherless,--it might soon be fatherless?--children. Esmeralda,
straight and defiant by the fireplace, her stormy eyes challenging his
face.
"I--I--there is very little to say!" The doctor passed his hands
helplessly through his grey locks and wished himself at the other end of
the county. "I didn't want to fatigue him to-day, but to-morrow we can
have a better examination. Perhaps Trevor would come over in
consultation. He seems quite easy--quite easy and comfortable. I think
he will sleep. You must keep up your hearts, and not let him think you
are anxious. A great thing to keep up the spirits!"
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