"But we all love you, Pixie! Everyone loves you! You can't be lonely,
dear, when you have so many friends," said Margaret's soft voice; and a
hand stretched out and clutched hers in convulsive energy. It was
Lottie's hand, and Lottie's face was trembling as if she were going to
cry, and a pulse on her temple was beating up and down, Pixie looked at
her curiously, and realised that, sorry as the others were, she was
somehow sorriest of all, and most anxious to comfort. Lottie had been
much subdued and silent since the beginning of the term, and had seemed,
if anything, to avoid the society of the girl whom she had treated so
badly, but with her fine intuition Pixie had understood quite well that
the avoidance arose from no lack of affection. She held Lottie's hand
in a tight pressure while she continued her broken sentences.
"And I didn't know he was going to die. They never told me. Miss
Phipps says they didn't want me to be unhappy, but I'd rather have
known. He wasn't like other people's fathers. They are old, with grey
hair; he was young--like a boy, and so handsome and gay. He always
laughed, even if things went wrong, and I was the youngest, and he
wouldn't have me thwarted. No one ever appreciated me like the Major.
The very last words he spoke were praising me and saying what a daughter
I'd been!"
"When you said `Good-bye,' you mean. That's good to think of, isn't it,
Pixie? He knew he would never see you again, and that afterwards you
would remember all he said, and treasure it in your heart, and the
sweetest thing of all is to know that you were a joy and pleasure to
him. It is a comfort to think that he is well again, isn't it? Quite
well and happy in heaven!"
"I want him on earth!" said Pixie, and the tears flowed down her cheeks.
"We all want him. What is to become of us without our father? I feel
as if I could never be happy again, but he said I must be. `Be as happy
as you can,' he said, `and make other people happy too. Never trouble a
bit about your lessons, but go on loving and making sunshine, and you'll
do a great work in the world.' Those were the very last words I heard
him speak."
It was a somewhat free translation, so far as lessons were concerned,
and the girls realised as much, being accustomed to Pixie and her ways,
but they allowed that part of the story to pass without comment, and
referred only to what was obviously a literal repetition.
"Well, then, of course, you must obey his last words! It would not be
like a good daughter if you didn't. You must go on loving us, and
making us happy, and we shall all be wretched if we see you fretting.
You do make us happy, you know, Pixie! We have been ever so much
livelier since you came. I think it ought to cheer anyone to know that
she can make thirty-three people happy, don't you, now?"
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