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Yet could he bear to leave Pauline herself? The truth was he should
have gone in March, when she was in a way still remote and when like a
star she would have shone as brightly upon him absent or present. Now
that star was burning in his heart with passionate fires and fevers and
with quenchless ardors. It would be like death to leave her now; were
she absent from him her very name would be as a draught of liquid fire.
More implacable, too, than his own torment of love might be hers. If he
had gone in March, she would have been gently sad, but in those first
months she still had other interests; now if he parted from her she
would merely all the time be growing older and they would have between
them and their separation the intolerable wastage of their youth.
Pauline had surrendered to love all the simple joys which had hitherto
occupied her daily life; and if she were divided from him, he feared for
the fire that might consume her. It was he who had kindled it upon that
rosaureate evening of mid-May, and it was he who was charged with her
ultimate happiness. The accident of yesterday had reminded him sharply
how far this was so, and a sense of the tremendous responsibility
created by his love for her lay upon Guy. He must never again give her
family an occasion to remonstrate with her; he had been the one to
blame, and he wished Mrs. Grey had spoken to him without saying anything
to Pauline. How sad this long evening was, with reluctant day even now
at half past nine o'clock still luminous in the west.
Next morning there was a letter for Guy from his father.
FOX HALL, GALTON, HANTS,
_June 24th_.
MY DEAR GUY,--I inclose the balance of the sum I gave you, and I
hope it will have been enough to pay all the debts at which you
hinted in your last letter. I do not think it would be fair to you
to hamper you with any more money. In fact, I trust you have
already made up your mind not to ask for any.
You'll be sorry to hear that Wilkinson has fallen ill and must go
abroad at once. This makes it imperative for me to know at once if
you are coming to help me next September. If you are, I'm afraid I
must ask you to come here immediately and take Wilkinson's place
this term. I'm sorry to drag you away from your country estate,
but I cannot go to the bother of getting a temporary master and
then begin again with you in September. It unsettles the boys too
much. So if you want to come in September, you must come now. You
will only miss a month of your house and I hope that during the
seven weeks of the summer holidays you will be able to transfer
yourself comfortably and abandon it for ever.
Take a day to think over my proposal and telegraph your answer
to-morrow.
Your affectionate father,
JOHN HAZLEWOOD.
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