Playing with Fire: A Story of the Soudan WarGrant, James
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Playing with Fire: A Story of the Soudan War
Grant, James
Sudan -- Fiction
'I thought such episodes--such outrages--never happened but in
novels?' said Roland.
The lawyer smiled faintly and shook his head, and refolding the
document, said:
'It is, of course, duly recorded.'
'And Earlshaugh will go to her heirs?'
'To Mr. Hawkey Sharpe, unless she devises otherwise.'
'A bitter satire!'
'A codicil was framed, or nearly so, revoking much that had gone
before; but was never signed. By that omission----'
'I have lost all,' said Roland, starting to his feet; 'so the
fortunes of the Lindsays of Earlshaugh are at their lowest ebb.'
'Unless you can find an heiress,' said the lawyer, with another of
his weak smiles.
Annot was no heiress, Roland remembered.
'As for my father's folly,' he was beginning bitterly, when M'Wadsett
touched his arm:
'Let us not speak ill of the dead,' said he; 'the late Laird may have
been deceived, misled--let us not wrong him.'
'But he has wronged the living, who have to feel--to endure and to
suffer!'
'The folly of your brother, the Guardsman--rather than your
own--brought all this about, Captain Lindsay,' said the lawyer,
rising too, as if the unprofitable interview had come to an end; and,
a few minutes after, Roland found himself outside in the bustle and
sunshine of George Street, that broad, stately, and magnificent
thoroughfare, along which he wandered like one in a bad dream, and
full of vague, angry, and bitter thoughts.
A deep sense of unmerited humiliation galled his naturally proud
spirit, now that the truth of his real position had been laid before
him without doubt.
The 'fool's paradise' in which he had been partly living had
vanished; and he thought how much better it had been had he left his
bones at Tel-el-Kebir, at Kashgate, or anywhere else in Egypt, as so
many of his comrades had done.
What was he to do now?
His profession at least was left him. Would he return to his
regiment at once, and go to Earlshaugh no more? It was impossible
just yet to turn his back on what was once his home. There was
Annot, his _fiancée_; there was Maude, his sister; there were Jack
Elliot and other guests; before them a part must be acted as yet--and
then--what then--what next?
A bitter malediction rose to his lips, but he stifled it.
Once matters were somehow smoothed over, back to the regiment he
should, of course, go, and turning his back on Scotland for ever, try
to forget the past and everything!
With incessant iteration the thought--the question--was ever before
him how to explain to Jack Elliot and Annot Drummond that he--Roland
Lindsay, deemed the heir, the Lord of Earlshaugh and all its acres of
wood and wold, field and pasture, was little better than an
outcast--admitted there on the sufferances of the sister of that most
pitiful wretch, Hawkey Sharpe!
Viewed in every way the situation was maddening--intolerable. With
regard to Annot, he could but trust to her love now. Should he ask
Maude or Hester to break the matter to her gently? No--that task
must be his own.
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