Playing with Fire: A Story of the Soudan WarGrant, James
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Playing with Fire: A Story of the Soudan War
Grant, James
Sudan -- Fiction
'But who is he visiting in this locality?'
'I do not know.'
'Not know--how?'
'Simply because I never asked him.'
'Strange!'
'Not at all, Roland dear, when I think and care so little about him.'
She tried a tiny caress, but he turned from her, embittered and
humiliated.
Disappointment, shame, sorrow, and mortification were all gathering
in his heart, as doubts of Annot grew there too; and in his then weak
and nervous state he actually trembled to pursue a subject so
obnoxious. Was it to be the old story;
'Of one that loved, not wisely, but too well;
Of one not easily jealous, but, being wrought,
Perplexed in the extreme.'
A little silence ensued, during which, as he looked upon her in all
her fair beauty, so unstable of purpose, and so humble in heart is
one who loves truly that he felt inclined to throw himself upon her
affection for him, and only beseech her to be careful.
She was--he thought--young, artless, rash, and perhaps knew not how
unseemly, especially in a censorious country place, were these
mistakes of hers. But her manner repelled him. The half-grown
sensation of softness died away, and irritation came instead. So he
said bluntly:
'Annot, I tell you plainly that there must be no more of this sort of
thing.'
Her usually sweet little lips curled defiantly, and she eyed him
inquiringly now.
'Dare you try to make me believe that what you admit is all that has
occurred?'
'I do not wish to try and make you believe anything,' she replied
sullenly, yet in a broken tone.
'This is worse and worse,' said Roland in a husky voice.
'Are you jealous of him?' she asked, with a laugh that had no mirth
in it. 'Surely not; he is but a boy.'
'I am, and shall be, jealous of no one, Annot!'
'He speaks to me; it is not my fault--and is always polite. Do not
let us squabble, dearest Roland--I do so hate squabbling,' said she,
selecting a white bud from among the flowers at her waist and pinning
it in his hole; but Roland's blood was too much up to be propitiated
by a white bud, so Annot had recourse to a few tears; but, so far
from there being peace between them, matters waxed more unpleasant
still.
'Why has this Mr.--ah--Hoyle--as you name him, never called here, nor
left even a card?'
'I cannot tell.'
Yet he is an old London friend, and has come almost to the house
door!'
'I cannot tell,' repeated Annot.
'Ycu have met him on the skirts of the park?'
'By the merest chance.'
'These chances would seem to have occurred too often,' interrupted
Roland, greatly ruffled now, yet feeling sick at heart; 'so let us
come to an end!'
'By--by parting?' she asked, with pale lips.
'It is easily done; I am going back to the regiment in a little time,
and gossips will soon cease to link my name with yours, when you----'
'How cruel of you, Roland!' she said, and she looked at him
entreatingly for a moment with her small hands clasped, and then
turned away her face.
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