Playing with Fire: A Story of the Soudan WarGrant, James
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Playing with Fire: A Story of the Soudan War
Grant, James
Sudan -- Fiction
'Has he been imbibing too much?'
'It was for your sake I let off that poacher Spens this morning,'
said he in a slightly reproachful tone.
'For the sake of his wife and children, I hope, rather.'
'Oh, bother his wife and brats! what are they to me compared with the
satisfaction of pleasing you?'
'Mr. Sharpe!' said Maude, drawing back a pace, and, in spite of
herself, cresting up her proud little head.
'It seems so hard,' said he, affecting an air of humility, and
casting down his eyes for a moment, 'that there should be such a gulf
apparently between us, Miss Lindsay.'
'A gulf,' repeated Maude, not precisely knowing what to say.
'Yes--and you deepen it. If I attempt to speak to you even as a
friend, you recoil from me; and in this huge, sequestered house, it
seems natural that we should at least be friends.'
'If we are enemies, I know it not, Mr. Sharpe,' said Maude with some
hesitation, and then attempting to cover the latter by a smile, as
she knew the necessity--a knowledge which distressed and disgusted
her--of temporizing, which seemed, even if for a moment, a species of
treason to Jack Elliot.
On the other hand, inclination and calculations as to the future,
made Sharpe admire Maude very much, and perhaps he was in love with
her as much as it was in his nature to be in love with anyone beyond
himself. Rejected, or even scorned, he was not a man to break his
heart for any woman in the land, though it might become inspired by
hatred and a longing for revenge. Yet he was prepared to make 'a
bold stroke for a wife' in Maude's instance. If refused once he
would try again, and even perhaps a third or a fourth time, and feel
only an emotion of rage on his final rejection--so in reality heart
was not so much the affair with him.
Maude attempted to pass him, but he still barred her way, and even
sought, without success, to capture one of her hands.
'Open confession is good for the soul,' he resumed, in a blunt and
blundering way, 'and avowals come to one's lips at times, and cannot
be restrained. I have played too long with fire, or with edged
tools. You must know, Miss Lindsay, that no man could be in your
society much without admiring you, and admiration is but a prelude
to--love.'
Fear of him, and all a quarrel with him might involve, repressed the
girl's desire to laugh at this inflated little speech; but he--with
all his constitutional impudence--quailed for a moment under the
expression that flashed in her eyes--blue, and usually soft and sunny
though they were--while she remained silent and thinking:
'What on earth will he say next?'
'Do you not understand me, Miss Lindsay?' he asked, perceiving a look
of wonder gathering in her face. 'Do you not know that I love you?'
he added, lowering his voice, while glancing round with quick and
stealthy eyes.
'Mr. Sharpe,' said Maude, trembling, yet rising to the occasion, 'I
understand what you say; but I hope you are not serious, and not
insulting me.'
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