Playing with Fire: A Story of the Soudan WarGrant, James
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Playing with Fire: A Story of the Soudan War
Grant, James
Sudan -- Fiction
'Then they know more than I do--but to whom have my good friends
assigned me?'
'To your cousin.'
'Roland!'
'Yes.'
'I am not engaged to Roland certainly,' replied Hester, her lips and
eyelashes quivering as she spoke.
'I thought not,' said Malcolm Skene, gathering courage; 'Miss
Drummond seems to me his chief attraction. If he is as happy as I
wish him, he will be the happiest of deserving men.'
'The phrase of a novel writer, Mr. Skene,' said Hester, a little
bitterly, as she thought over some episodes at Merlwood; 'but do not
talk so inflatedly of what men deserve. The best of them are often
unwise, unkind, unjust.'
'Do not blame all men for the faults perhaps of one,' said Skene at
haphazard, and a little unluckily, as the speech went home to
Hester's heart. She grew pale, as if he had divined her secret.
'I do not understand you,' she faltered a little haughtily, while
flashing one upward glance at him.
'Considering the way you view men now, and the way you avoid or
rebuff me, I wonder that I have got a word with you, as I do
to-night.'
'Do I rebuff you?'
'Yes--to my sorrow, I have felt it.'
'Sorrow--of what do you really accuse me?'
'Treating me with coldness, distance----'
'I am not aware--that--that----' she paused, not knowing what to say.
'Hester--dearest Hester,' said he in a low and earnest voice, while
stealing nearer her and assuring himself by one swift glance that
they were alone in the conservatory; 'let me call you so, were it
only for to-night--you know how long I have loved you, and surely you
will love me a little in time. I know how true, how tender of heart
you are; I know, too, that I have no rival in the present--with the
past I have nothing to do; but tell me, even silently, by one touch
of your hand, that you love me in turn, or will try to love me in
time, Hester--dear, dear Hester!'
She opened her lips, but no sound came from them, and her interlaced
hands trembled in her lap, for the 'scene' had gone somewhat beyond
her idea in depth and earnestness; and she felt that Malcolm Skene's
deduction as regarded there being no rival in the present was a
mistake in one sense.
Encouraged by her silence, and construing it in his own favour,
little conceiving that her head was then full of a false idol, he
resumed:
'Hester, ever since I first saw and knew you, it has been the great
hope of my existence to make you my wife.'
Still the girl was voiceless, and felt chained to her seat.
She could feel--yea, could hear her heart beating painfully, as she
had a pure regard and most perfect esteem for the young fellow by her
side; and thought that to the end of her days the perfume of the lily
of the valley, of stephanotis, and other plants close by would come
back to memory with Malcolm's voice, the strains of Strauss, the
strange atmosphere of the conservatory, and the dull sense of
unreality that was over her then.
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