Sit down, Craig. [_CRAIG does this._] Let’s not try to keep away from
each other now. We’re all going through the same thing--in our--our
different ways. [_A pause. MARGARET raises her head; she is turned
a little away from the other two._] I was so glad when you came,
Margaret. I don’t want Bernice to slip away from us. In an hour
we--take her away from here--out of this house she loved. I don’t want
her to slip away from us. She loved you so, Margaret. Didn’t she, Craig?
CRAIG
Yes. She did love Margaret.
FATHER
Oh, yes. “Margaret sees things,” she’d say. [_Wistfully._] She had
great beauty--didn’t she, Margaret?
MARGARET
I always thought so.
FATHER
Oh, yes. I was thinking last night--malice was not in Bernice. I never
knew her to do a--really unfriendly thing to any one. [_Again in that
wistful way._] You know, Margaret, I had thought you would say things
like this--and better than I can say them, to--to keep my little girl
for us all. I suppose I’m a foolish old man but I seem to want them
said. [_Pause. MARGARET seems to try to speak, but does not._] I think
it was gentle of Bernice to be amused by things she--perhaps couldn’t
admire in us she loved. Me. I suppose she might have liked a father
who amounted to more--but she always seemed to take pleasure in me.
Affectionate amusement. Didn’t you feel that in Bernice, Craig?
CRAIG
Yes--that was one thing. A surface for other things. [_He speaks out
of pain, but out of pain which wants, if it can, to speak._] But only
a surface. [_With passion._] _All_ of Bernice went into her love
for me. Those big impersonal things--they were not apart. _All_ of
Bernice--loved me. [_His voice breaks, he goes to the door, starts out.
Suddenly steps back--with a quick rough turn to her._] Isn’t that so,
Margaret?
MARGARET
I can see--what you mean, Craig.
FATHER
Why of course Bernice loved you. I know that.
[_Craig goes outside._
[_Looking after him._] I hope I didn’t send Craig away. You and
he would rather not talk. Perhaps that is better. I seem to want
to--gather up things that will keep Bernice. It’s so easy for the dead
to slip from us. But I mustn’t bother you.
MARGARET
Oh, you aren’t! I--I’m sorry I’m not--doing more. I’m pulled down.
FATHER
I know, Margaret. I can see that. Another time you and I will talk
of Bernice. I didn’t mean she didn’t love Craig. Of course not. Only
[_Hesitatingly_] I did feel that much as went into her loving--there
was more than went into her loving.
MARGARET
Yes.
FATHER
I think it wasn’t that she--wanted it that way. You know, Margaret,
I felt something--very wistful in Bernice. [_MARGARET looks at him,
nods._] In this calm now--I feel the wistfulness there was in her other
calm.
MARGARET
Yes.
FATHER
As if she wanted to give us more. Oh--she gave more than any one else
could have given. But not _all_ she was. And she would like to have
given us--all she was. She wanted to give--what couldn’t be given.
[_Pause._] You know what I mean, Margaret?
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