MARGARET
Yes, I do know.
FATHER
And so--wistfulness. I see it now. [_After thinking._] I think Bernice
feared she was not a very good wife for Craig. [_MARGARET gives him
a startled look._] Little things she’d say. I don’t know--perhaps I’m
wrong. [_After a move of MARGARET’S._] You were going to say something,
Margaret.
MARGARET
No. I was just thinking of what you said.
FATHER
Craig didn’t dominate Bernice. I don’t know whose fault it was. I don’t
know that it was anyone’s fault. Just the way things were. He--I say
it in all kindness, he just didn’t--have it in him. [_Slowly._] As I
haven’t had certain things in me.
[_ABBIE comes in._
ABBIE
People are coming. The Aldrichs--other neighbors.
FATHER
Oh--they are coming? [_With pain._] Already? Oh. They are to wait in
the south room--till a little later. I’ll speak to them.
[_They go out; MARGARET has a moment alone. Then CRAIG comes in from
outside._
CRAIG
People are beginning to come. I suppose they’ll come in here soon. I--I
don’t want them to.
[_LAURA enters with boxes of flowers._
Oh--Laura, _please_. Bernice _loved_ flowers.
LAURA
Well--_Craig_.
CRAIG
Would you take them around the other way? Or keep them till later--or
something. I don’t _want_ them here!
[_LAURA goes out._
CRAIG
I don’t want things to be different. Not now--in the last hour. It’s
still Bernice’s house. [_After watching her a moment._] Margaret,
I’m afraid I shouldn’t have told you. It’s doing too much to you.
Surely--no matter what you feel about me--this--what I told you--isn’t
going to keep you away from Bernice?
MARGARET
No, Craig. What you told me--isn’t going to do that.
CRAIG
I shouldn’t have told you. But there are things--too much to be alone
with. And yet--we are alone with them. [_He is seated, looking out
toward the woods. Very slowly--with deep feeling._] It is a different
world. Life will never be--that old thing again.
MARGARET
[_Rising._] Craig! [_He looks at her._] Craig, I must tell you--
[_She does not go on._
CRAIG
[_After waiting an instant, looks away._] I know. We can’t say things.
When we get right _to_ life--we can’t say things.
MARGARET
But I must say them. I have to tell you--life need not be a different
thing.
CRAIG
_Need_ not? You think I want that old thing back? Pretending. Fumbling.
Always trying to seem something--to feel myself something. No. That’s
a strange thing for you to say, Margaret--that I can go back to my
make-believe, now that I’ve got _to_ life. This--[_As if he cannot
speak of it_] _this_--even more than it makes me want to die it makes
me want to--Oh, Margaret, if I could have Bernice now--_knowing_. And
yet--I never had her until now. This--has given Bernice to me.
MARGARET
[_As if his words are a light she is almost afraid to use._] This--has
given Bernice to you?
CRAIG
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