Poker Jim, Gentleman, and Other Tales and SketchesLydston, G. Frank (George Frank)
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Poker Jim, Gentleman, and Other Tales and Sketches
Lydston, G. Frank (George Frank)
American fiction; Short stories, American
“The wished for dream occurred precisely as on the two previous
nights, and I remember making a most earnest endeavor to photograph
the wonderful model upon my memory--an effort in which I was only too
successful. When I awoke, my model was so vividly pictured in my mind
that the work of reproducing her upon canvas was no more difficult than
if her living form had been actually before me.
“And then came the disaster of my life. It was the story of Pygmalion
and Galatea over again. I began my work with the enthusiasm of the
artist, and completed it with the ardor of the man. I fell in love with
my own creation! The self-confessed misogynist, who had never been
susceptible to the real in womankind, became enslaved by an ideal from
dreamland which my brush had metamorphosed into something material. I
finally became intoxicated with the idea that my model must herself
have a material being; that the feminine perfection I had seen in the
vision was but the dream picture of a real personage--a fair woman who
actually lived in the flesh!
“My picture was done! It was destined to be my last and, like the
song of the dying swan, it was my masterpiece. But I had no longer
a thought of the exhibition. I became infatuated with the idea that
through some occult and mysterious influence I had had the opportunity
of utilizing as a model the fairest of womankind. It was not by her
own volition that she became my model. To hang her picture at the
exhibition would be a crime. The most beautiful model in the whole
world should not be gazed upon by the vulgar herd. She was mine, and
mine alone. She was real; she lived, and one day we should meet, and
then--
“Ah, me! Was it not thus that Aphrodite breathed the spark of life, the
material essence of reality into the ivory form of Galatea? Such is the
power of that worship of the ideal that the Philistine calls love, over
the human heart!
“There is little more to be told. My picture became a shrine at which I
worshipped by day and dreamed by night. Its possession was happiness.
The failure to find the original was the acme of misery. I lost all
interest in the art that had created the painting, and the very thought
of devoting the talent which had developed my ideal to subjects that
must ever be less worthy became abhorrent to me. My all of art, my all
of life, my loftiest aspirations were there in the beautiful painting,
the model for which had come to me in my dreams.
“Ah, my dear doctor!” exclaimed Parkyn, as he extended his hand
imploringly towards me, “do not laugh at me. Be something more than
a man of science, something more than a materialist, and do not
discourage me when I say that I know that my ideal lives, know that
somehow, somewhere, I am to meet her!
“You have heard my story, my dear friend. You are the first to whom I
have told it, and shall be the last.”
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