Polaris fought a conflict, short and sharp, as he carried Rose Emer
up the terraced slopes of the Gateway to the Future. It was a battle
fiercer by far than any that he had waged with the Sardanians, and
within himself were both the friend and the foe. With that soft, warm,
yielding body in his arms, the dear, proud little head at rest on his
shoulder, with the perfume of her hair in his nostrils, with her whole
ineffable attraction lying about him, never stronger than now, like the
meshes of a magic net, Polaris was going quite mad.
Lower and nearer he bent his head. Kalin, unseeing, stalked on ahead.
Nearer yet. The perfumed hair brushed his cheek.
Wild thoughts crowded one another through his brain. Why should he face
the long, hard way to the north? Was there not here a kingdom ready
to a strong hand--to his hand, with the aid of the priest? Youth, a
kingdom to take for a little fighting, and the queen of his heart to
queen it in the kingdom--what more in reason might any man ask?
Lower yet his head bent as he strode, and wild birth and bitter spirit
of the barren years strove in the man's soul with book-learned chivalry
and an old man's spoken precepts.
Yet was the end of the struggle a foregone conclusion. A few short days
back it would have been different. Despite his strange culture, Polaris
had been little better than a barbarian. The impulses in his breast
were those of the primal man, and might not for long be fettered by
half-learned lessons of the brain. And then came the woman and love.
All of the loose strands of his being, although he knew it not, were
gathered together and held in one small, soft white hand.
So, ere ever it was fought, his battle was decided.
Her hair brushed his cheek. His head swam dizzily. He knew not if he
walked or staggered. Her breath intoxicated him. Their lips met, only
a touch, light as the brushing of birds in flight, but it thrilled the
man like racing fire.
He started in every affrighted nerve. He dared not know that her lips
had answered to his touch. He dared not look at her face, swooned as he
believed her. With cheeks aflame, he strode on toward the house of the
priest, and did not discover the fiery signal raised in answer to his
own.
Dim-eyed, he laid her on the stone bench at the priest's door, while he
brought water to dash in her face. But when he came with it he found
her recovered and sitting upright, with hands pressed tightly to her
face. Covered as he was with his own confusion, he did not notice that
which might have spared them both much trouble in the days to come.
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