Pole Baker: A NovelHarben, Will N. (Will Nathaniel)
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Pole Baker: A Novel
Harben, Will N. (Will Nathaniel)
Georgia -- Fiction
“I didn't sleep an hour last night,” said Mrs. Baker, as she
relinquished the child. “I don't want to complain. He's so good-hearted,
Cynthia, and he can't help it to save his life. He's the kindest,
sweetest man in the world when he's all right; but these sprees mighty
nigh kill me. Take my advice an' don't marry a drinkin' man fer all you
do. No--no, not even if you love 'im! It's easier to tear one out o'
your heart before you have children by 'im, an' God knows a pore woman
ought to have _some_ happiness and peace of mind. If Pole don't come
home to-day I'm afraid I'll go crazy. Pore little Billy kept wakin' up
last night and askin' about his papa. He can't understand. He fairly
worships his father.”
“We must hope for the best,” Cynthia said, sympathetically, and she drew
the baby up close to her face and kissed it tenderly.
Late in the afternoon Cynthia went home. She helped her mother prepare
supper, and after it was over she followed the example of the others and
retired to her room. For an hour she sat sewing at her table, every now
and then stifling a sigh. She rose and looked out of her window, at
the wing of the house on the left. It was dark; the family were already
asleep. She would undress and go to bed, but she knew she would lie
awake for a long time, and that she dreaded.
Just then a sound broke the stillness of the night. Ah, she knew it
so well! She sank back into her chair, quivering from head to foot in
excitement. It was the whippoorwill call. It came again, more insistent,
more pleading, but Cynthia sat motionless. Again it came; this time it
was as if the weird notes were full of aggrieved inquiry. What was the
matter? Why was she delaying? Cynthia rose, moved to the door of her
room, but with her hand on the latch she paused. Then she turned back to
her table and blew out her light, and began to disrobe in the darkness.
No, she would not go in that manner to him again--never--never! To
expect such a thing of Evelyn Duncan would not have entered his mind.
Her mother was right. Evelyn Duncan was one thing in his estimation--she
another. In the darkness she got into bed and drew the covering over
her head that she might shut out the sound, for it pained her. There
was silence for several minutes, then she heard the night bird's call
farther away in the direction of the swamp. Floyd was going home. For
hours she lay awake, unable to sleep. Once she sat upright with a start.
Perhaps that would be the end. Perhaps she had driven him away, when if
only she had obeyed the promptings of her heart he and she might--but
he was gone, and, according to her mother's cautious view, she had acted
for the best; and yet how could she ever forget the vast respect with
which he had treated her that night at the mill? If he had been a
bad man he would have shown it then. But he wasn't; he was good and
thoughtful of her feelings. And he had come to-night full of his recent
discovery.
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