Poor, Dear Margaret KirbyNorris, Kathleen Thompson
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Poor, Dear Margaret Kirby
Norris, Kathleen Thompson
American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories
"Yes. Don't you remember saying that you wished you could do something
big?" pursued Julie. "You've done a thing that makes the rest of us
feel pretty small, you know. Why, while there was any question of your
getting better, there wasn't a dance given at any of the hotels between
here and Surf Point, and all sorts of people came here with inquiries
every day. This place was absolutely hushed. The maids used to fight
for the privilege of carrying your trays up. None of us thought of
anything but 'How is Miss Carter?' And you'll be 'The young lady who
saved those children from the fire' for the rest of your life wherever
you go!"
Miss Carter was watching her gravely.
"You say I got my wish," she said now, her blue eyes brimming with slow
tears, and her lips trembling. "But--but--you see how I AM, Miss Ives!
Dr. Arbuthnot says I MAY be able to walk in a month or two, but no
swimming or riding or dancing for years--perhaps never. And my
face--it'll always be scarred."
Julie laid a gentle hand on the little helpless fingers.
"But that's part of the process, you know, little girl," said the
actress after a little silence. "I pay one way, perhaps, and you pay
another, but we both pay. Don't you suppose," a smile broke through the
seriousness of her face, "don't you suppose I have my scars, too?"
Marian dried her eyes. "Scars?"
"When you are pointed out--as you WILL be, wherever you go--" said
Julie, "you'll think to yourself, 'Ah, yes, this is very lovely and
very flattering, but I'll never dance again--I'll never rush into the
waves again, I'll never spend a whole morning on the tennis court,'
won't you?"
The Dancing Girl nodded, her eyes filling again, her lips trembling.
"And when people stare after me and follow me," said Julie, "I think to
myself--'Oh, this is very flattering, very delightful--but the young
years are gone--the mother who missed me and longed for me is gone--the
little sisters are married, and deep in happy family cares--they don't
need me any more.' I have what I wanted, but I've paid the price! In a
life like mine there's no room for the normal, wonderful ties of a home
and children. Never--" she put her head back against her chair and shut
her eyes--"never that happiness for me!" She finished, her voice
lowered and carefully controlled.
They were both silent awhile. Then Marian stirred her helpless fingers
just enough to deepen their light pressure on Julie's own.
"Thank you," she said shyly. "I see now. I think I begin to understand."
ROSEMARY'S STEPMOTHER
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