Friendship -- Fiction; Poor -- Fiction; Russia -- Social life and customs -- 1533-1917 -- Fiction
was just an old rogue who was in the habit of sending out pinched and
hungry boys to deceive the public? What would such a boy learn from
begging letters? His heart would soon be rendered callous, for, as he
ran about begging, people would pass him by and give him nothing. Yes,
their hearts would be as stone, and their replies rough and harsh. “Away
with you!” they would say. “You are seeking but to trick us.” He would
hear that from every one, and his heart would grow hard, and he would
shiver in vain with the cold, like some poor little fledgling that has
fallen out of the nest. His hands and feet would be freezing, and his
breath coming with difficulty; until, look you, he would begin to cough,
and disease, like an unclean parasite, would worm its way into his
breast until death itself had overtaken him--overtaken him in some
foetid corner whence there was no chance of escape. Yes, that is what
his life would become. There are many such cases. Ah, Barbara, it is
hard to hear “For Christ’s sake!” and yet pass the suppliant by and give
nothing, or say merely: “May the Lord give unto you!” Of course, SOME
supplications mean nothing (for supplications differ greatly in
character). Occasionally supplications are long, drawn-out and drawling,
stereotyped and mechanical--they are purely begging supplications.
Requests of this kind it is less hard to refuse, for they are purely
professional and of long standing. “The beggar is overdoing it,” one
thinks to oneself. “He knows the trick too well.” But there are other
supplications which voice a strange, hoarse, unaccustomed note, like
that today when I took the poor boy’s paper. He had been standing by the
kerbstone without speaking to anybody--save that at last to myself he
said, “For the love of Christ give me a groat!” in a voice so hoarse and
broken that I started, and felt a queer sensation in my heart, although
I did not give him a groat. Indeed, I had not a groat on me. Rich folk
dislike hearing poor people complain of their poverty. “They disturb
us,” they say, “and are impertinent as well. Why should poverty be so
impertinent? Why should its hungry moans prevent us from sleeping?”
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