I had seen little of her for three years, during which she had sprung up
to womanhood, for she was now seventeen, and appeared to be at least
eighteen years old. Before, when we were living together, we kissed as
brother and sister: since we had again become inmates of the same house,
we had been friends, but nothing more. Bessy certainly showed as great a
preference to me as our relative situations would admit; but still it
appeared as if the extreme intimacy of childhood had been broken off,
and that it was necessary that a renewed intimacy under another aspect
should take place, to restore us to our former relations. Here it was
for me to make the first overtures; not for her, as maidenly reserve
would not permit it. Bramble seemed to be most anxious that such should
be the case--indeed, considered it as a matter of course: perhaps Bessy
thought so too in her own bosom; and the continual raillery of Bramble
did more harm than good, as it appeared to warrant her thinking that it
ought to be so. Why it was not I will now explain to the reader.
I have already made mention of Mr. Wilson, the lawyer, whose
acquaintance we procured through Sir Hercules and his lady. This
intimacy had very much increased; and a Miss Janet Wilson had come home
from a finishing seminary near town. Between this young lady and my
sister Virginia a certain degree of intimacy had been formed, and of
course I had seen a great deal of her at the times when I was at
Greenwich. She was a very pretty and very diminutive girl, but
beautifully proportioned, although so very small; indeed, she was
considered quite a model in figure, at least my mother used to say so,
and I never heard any one disagree with her. Janet had, moreover, large
eyes, penciled eyebrows, and a dimpled chin. Now, as Bessy was away at
the time when I first made her acquaintance, if all these perfections
were not enough for me to fall in love with, I must have been difficult
to please at the age of eighteen, when one is not so very difficult; and
the consequence was, I was her most devoted slave. Mr. Wilson laughed at
us, and seemed either to think that it would end in nothing, or that if
it did end in something he had no objection. Thus was I fixed; and with
Virginia for a confidante, what was to prevent the course of true love
running smooth? Janet received all my sighs, all my protestations, all
my oaths, and all my presents--and many were the latter, although
perhaps not equal to the former three. It was, therefore, not surprising
that Bessy, who had been out of the way, had been forestalled by this
diamond edition of Nature's handiwork. Such was the state of my heart at
the commencement of the year 1805.
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